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HEY SEXY

2011-12-29T20:38:00.003+08:00

HEY MY SEXY PEOPLE WHO STILL VISIT THIS BLOG WHICH IS DEAD LIKE EVER 8D

SO YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I HAS NEW COVER! REQUESTED BY LYNNIEPOO. :)

So yupp, enjoy it yeah!

Was just feeling super bored slacking today muaahah, so i just decided to record the cover today.

Someone like you/ Mistletoe = <3

HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AND I LOVE YOU HEEHEE

wluv. Will be back at the weirdest times to upload my covers once again heheh,

Miss me ok. :D

VLOG!

2011-08-25T19:42:00.005+08:00

HI ALL. I'M BACK.......

WITH A VLOG!

(FIRST EVER TIME I'M DOING A VIDEO ON THIS DEAD BLOG SO YEAH IT'S VERY REYTARDED!)

Sang a song at the end of the video too hehe. Tell me if i should continue vlogging or blogging!

Through formspring, twitter etc! So yeah, was kinda bored after coming home from school today, and i decided to do a vlog for fun! Look kinda reytarded + tired +messy but heh, enjoy! ;x

PLEASE MIND THE REYTARDEDNESS , YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! :p

2011-06-22T22:20:00.004+08:00

HI EVERYONE!
OKAY I'M FINALLY GOING TO BLOG TODAY ;)
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
THE JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING :-( AND SCHOOL STARTS NEXT WEEK. Reallyreallyreally sian to realise that next week is the start of waking up at 6am :-(((((((( My bodyclock really screwed up during the hols, like i would sleep at 4.30am and wake up at 2pm.

Buttt I didn't really enjoy my holidays. Though most of it was spent slacking at home like a piggy hahhaah.
But haiz, didn't enjoy it. Went out a few times lazily though!
SO THESE ARE GENERALLY WHAT I DID DURING THE HOLIDAYS :

CAMP CHALLENGE!

Watched Super8 with family after celebrating my birthday early.

First Aid Course for 3 days.

Bestie sleeping over for 4 nights

Ally's concert with Suefang Baka JULIEEEEE Candy and Natu

Green lantern with Candy

Flag day which was today!

So yupp hahaha didn't go out much at all. Okay except for the period when Natu came over, we kept going to Bugis and Far East to shop. And yes Natu slept over for 4 nights!! We squeezed into my small bed successfully :d HAHAHA. But it was fun ! H2Hs and reytarding tgt ;) Though we were rly tired cus of the first aid course. We actl slept at 3 - 4am and woke up at 6am the next day. But overall rlyrly fun. Yay I love you Natu ! 8D

Photobooth ftw (Y)

SO MANY THINGS TO DO BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY!

SORRY THIS ISN'T REALLY A PROPER BLOGPOST OMG I THINK I TOTALLY LOST MY THING FOR BLOGGING :-( MAYBE I SHOULD DO VIDEOS SOMETIME! HAHAHA :)

2011-06-01T13:13:00.004+08:00

Haiiii ok so i'm back! Hhaha.

I haven't blogged since idk when, didn't have any inspiration to blog.

So yupppp, it's the June Holidays now!

and as usual, i'm busy! busier than usual actually.

Rawr having a camp in two days, and kinda preparing for it now.

Going kboxing with 2e peeps tmr (; , has been so long since we last went out tgt!

I guess i'll be more free during mid-june, Nat's sleeping over! 8) rly excited yeahhhhhh

Ohwell i have nothing to blog about hahaha.

I love photobooth. :)

Got my macbook! And i hafta say idk how to use it much, LOL.

I just figured out how to copy and paste stuff ahha.

ohwell. life's been kinda boring these days, haven't had much of a chance to go out and truly have fun yet. i need to go shopping!

Ps/ i watched this korean drama called Secretgarden and i swear it's damn awesome so go watch it! I'm planning on watching glee season 2 soon, very lag i know!

THURSDAY THURSDAY

2011-04-05T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hellooo. ♥
Life has been kinda sucky!

Idk why but I just keep feeling paranoid over nothing and oversensitive and over emotional. Sigh.

Ohwellll. I should really start being happy again so that I can blog happy posts :b

But hmm, I guess the reason why I feel unhappy is because of stresssssss.

Have been mugging a lot, and I really a break!

I thought about Leefeecee today. So I decided to go and see some 2010 pictures and it really brought back lots of memories! I miss you guys alot alot. Though we're friggin in the same class, but it seems that it made us drift apart more. Weird right? And idk but sometimes I just feel kinda distant from you two, like i don't really know what's going on in your lives, and i'm not supposed to know. It's like i'm just distant from you two. Ahhhh IDK. Maybe I'm just being oversensitiveeeee. Just sucks that we're in 3L but yet from three different worlds somehow.

But Thursday's Leefeecee day! And I really hope we'll talk it out, everything. We need a h2h talk badly. I love you two so much :( CANDYCHOOPEIXUAN I'm sorry for everything I've did - whether i've talk behind your back before or anything, and I'm glad i cleared it up with you (kindof) And I realised that i love you luh. Okay you know it. Lynnieeeee Idk what's wrong. I just feel so distant from you suddenly. :( Crapzzzzz I sucksxzzzzzzz.

OKAY THIS IS RETARDED LAH HAHAHA I JUST FOUND THAT CLONE THINGY VERY FUN SO I USED IT HEHEHE.

I love you two!

And sigh I need to go off to bathe and study Amaths oledi. My Amaths is kindof screwed D8

Byeeeeee!

you give me butterflies

2011-03-24T21:51:00.008+08:00

Hi, ~~I guess this going to be a proper post :-)~~

Well, Actually I don't really have much to blog about, cus' my life's kinda boring actually :-(

I'M ACTUALLY A REALLY UNINTERESTING PERSON, really!!

Though maybe I can be kinda reytarded etc at times, but ohwell i'm still very boring.

It's like some people can have all those drama and everything happening in their lives, and mine's like - stagnant. It's like the same old thing happening every single day, repeating itself again and again. Frankly speaking, I'm kinda tired of school. And having to study for tests every weekend and then doing the tests and then mugging again for another test and then + all the stress from all the other stuff and the cycle just repeats itself. I'm getting so tired of having to do this.

Why didn't I treasure the times in Primary school when there weren't tests each week! But i betta be thankful when there ain't any major problems in my life now, thank god for that Fiona.

okay anyway

I'M CURRENTLY CRAZY ABOUT DISNEY MOVIES AND STUFFS AND FAIRYTALES HAHAH. Me and Giraffe have got the Disney fever. Yay to singing disney songs in class.

I love the way I can be the real unglam, reytarded me around all of you. (Y)

HAKUNAMATATA ~

Btw i found this - A drawing of Selena Gomez by me HOHOHO.

I was really into drawing when I was young!!!! NOT BAD RIGHT AHHAHA

Note the eyes HAHA I was into Bratz at that time lol.

omggggggggggggggggggggg

I think my blog archives are the only interesting things of this blog! I USED TO BE SO INTERESTING LAST TIME HAHAHA. (At least now i think i was interesting last time) but it's interesting cus' i used to twit and i actually was vulgar lol!!! Refer to here : http://bangedmyheart.blogspot.com/2008_10_01_archive.html

in one of the posts i was ranting the f word like crazy lololol!

NOW I'M LIKE .___. Sigh. I used to be so hyper last time, now i'm like just some lazy emo shit.

Ps/ wtf is wrong with me?! Why do we seem so weird suddenly, why are you suddenly so different?!

2011-03-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

I HAVE TO STOP NEGLECTING MY BLOG

AND SO I'M GOING TO CHANGE ITS BLOGSKIN!!!

CHANGE IS GOOD HAHAHAHA.

And maybe blog something. Ahhhh i'm a bad bad blogger.

(-:

2011-03-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

HI. I'M FINALLY BLOGGING OMG. This blog is rly rly dead I doubt anyone ever comes here anymore :( But anyway

TIME PASSES REALLYREALLY FAST.

It's going to be the end of Term 1 already! I seriously wonder how 3 months passed just like that in 3L. Yes I still dislike 3L :( 3 months, and some of the people in class, I have never talked to them before. Sigh. But I guess the reason why I managed to live through 3L is because of Clara Charis Jasmine Lynnie Stacy Candy Jolene etc. (-:

EVER SINCE THIS YEAR STARTED, I NOTICED THAT :

I've grown much fatter. I can't buckle my skirt, if I do I will feel like my stomach is going to explode. And so I bought a new bigger sized set of uniform, and I HATE IT. Everyone calls it cardboard uniform arghh it's so hard and I can't even tuck it in properly.

I've started to gossip so much more than I used to. I mean seriously!!!! And I'm feeling guilty for gossiping so much. Sometimes I feel like I'm being really mean. I'VE JUST GOTTA STOP GOSSIPING.

SEC 3 LIFE IS NOT EASY. I'm already quite stressed now that there are so many tests bombing us and CCA stuff. Why didn't I treasure my life in primary school! There weren't even tests during normal schooldays. I wonder how I'm going to cope in Sec4.

I've become more reytarded, which is BAD. okay idk I'm just damn immature sometimes and I think I'm kindof irritating.

I just can't concentrate in class, I'm really tired in school and I keep sleeping in class. And so I don't understand anything at all unless I revise by myself.

Ohwell my Term 1 results aren't that bad I guess but some of my subjects mainly English and SS are kinda screwed haiz.

SO MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED MAN.

Once I think that one problem has finally been solved and things are going to be alright already, another problem just comes along. No wonder life is never boring cus' there are always problems for us to solve.

Okay this shall be the end of this post I'm going to watch my Dream High now (;

Was actually thinking of saving the last episode ( which I'm going to watch now) for another day but I'll be dumb not to watch it since I'm free now SO YAY KEKEKE. It's a friggin nice drama I'm gonna be quite sad when I finish watching it cus I'll have nothing to watch after this drama unless some really nice looking drama comes out. BUT ANYWAY I'LL STILL WATCH IT HAHA

BYE!!!

Ps/ I LOVE DISNEY SONGS OHYEAH.

Guilty.

2011-02-22T19:42:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt guilty for receiving praise and recognition for something you actually didn't put in your pure effort in? It's like you don't deserve to be praised, and instead of being happy for doing so well in that thing, you know that it is not the true results you should be getting and so you feel guilty.

I did.

2011-02-07T22:34:00.001+08:00

THIS IS RLY AWESOME

2011-01-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE 8D

Okay I'm rly sorry for not updating for so long, and my blog's super dead.

I am a bad blogger , LOL. I'm damn lazy at times. Sometimes I rly feel like blogging but then I just get lazy.

Anyway, it's already week 4 of school!!!! Ikr, time passes reallyreally mad fast! And next week's already gonna be CNY. :-) Kinda excited for that hehe! ANGBAOS + NEW CLOTHES + YUMMY GOODIES + HAVING FUN WITH RELATIVES + BLACKJACK !!! But at the same time I'm feeling sian cus once CNY ends it'll be time to mug and all that shit.

OKAY so I was posted to 3L' 2011. And when I realised we were going to be on the 5th floor I was freaking out like shit D: It started out kinda bad and everything and I didn't know like 3/4 of the class people so I was really v. sian. And I kept comparing 3L to 2E so i felt worse.

AHHHH I MISS 2E LIKE SHITSXZSXZ. >:(

But ohwell I'm used to having this feeling of changing to a new class and missing the old one.

But unlike other times when I kindof felt like this, this time I REALLY MISS 2E ALOT.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY WE ARE SO BONDED HAHA. AHHHH MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH DAMMIT.

Valentine's Day (-: Was rly happy that day.

Study date at Airport w Charlotte Jinning and Jasmin <: Failed in the end. HAHA as usual.

HUBBY

Us who always go out and have fun (Y)

MISS YOU GUYS <3

But 4 weeks have passed!!!!! And I'm beginning to feel okay with 3L. The people inside are kinda ... shy i guess. LOL IDK. Maybe it's because I didn't go and talk to them. But many in our class always go gl the teacher then the whole class will laugh and stuffs. But I'm not rly comfortable with 3L yet. It's like I can't exactly open myself up to everyone and stuffs.

AND THE BEST PART OF NEW CLASSES ARE MEETING NICE STRANGERS :-)

I've made quite some new friends! And we're becoming closer and closer yay! Hahah yay to gossip sessions and snacking in class :p Really hope 3L will be bonded!

My fringe is up !!! I have decided to be good :b

Hahah, maybe school ain't tat bad afterall.

Bye!

Ps/LOL and we have a CLASS BLOG - SO FAST RIGHT.

http://ahs3l2011.blogspot.com/ HAHA.

SIGH, IT'S 2011 ALREADY. I KEEP FORGETTING.

2011-01-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

11111, THERE WAS NO SCHOOL WHOOTS.

And ..

NAT CAME OVER!!! She came over at about 10+am . I just woke up and was in my PJs when she came, and so I spent almost my whole day in my PJs. Hahah, we were actually planning to just complete our Collector's Badge stuff(Guides badge) and then head to Bugis to join the guides in their shopping.

But we decided not to in the end anyway haha.

AND WE MADE... A COVER.

HOHOHO. A VERYVERY FAIL COVER. Taken with my Phone LOL.

Okay i'll post up the video later ;) It's like 10Minutes long so I wonder who would be patient enough to watch the whole video. And it's kinda crappy and boring too.

We also practised the 'OMG' dance for CCA Orientation like mad. I improved a lot thanks to her (: Love natnatnat.

After tht,

We were kindof playing with this clip on - wig thingy that I bought from Korea AGES AGO.

Hahah and at that time my hair was really short so my mum was like ' next time when you have long hair you can wear it!! Then will be so pretty!! ' And it's been in my cardboard, never really taken out before ever since then. But when I was younger I occasionally liked to take it out and play with it for awhile, and clip in onto my hair to see what i looked like and pretending to myself that I had chio curly brown hair. Heheh.

Nat's so pretty in this pic (: My pretty husband.

MUAHAHAHA WE HAVE BROWN CURLY WURLY HAIR. Cant really see mine in this pic.

THERE. AHHAHA WE LOOK DAMN RETARDED. It looks damn fake haha, cus our hair's black and it's brown. Omggggg Nat looks so prettyyyyyyy :o It's like she has that mysterious charm in this pic or smth lol.

Okay sorry. I actually get kinda crazy when I see pretty girls haha. I'M NOT LESBIAN. But it's like I'll just think " WHYYYY SOOOOOO PRETTTIIIIIII " and keep staring.

Hahah, we also took quite a few webcam shots but i'm too lazy to post all of 'em up :S

OKAY FREAKASSHIT IT'S 11.45PM ALR SIGH AND I STILL HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY HOMEWORK WHICH HAS BEEN IN FRONT OF ME THE WHOLE TIME. OOPS.

I'LL HAVE TO CONTINUE THIS POST ANOTHER DAY HAHA.

K bye! Maybe I should just go to sleep now and ignore the homework. Yes I should :B

Thanks for reading this post :)

/edit

OKAY HAI I'M BACK WITH THE FAIL COVER HAHAHA

Okay I'm sorry if it sounds like shyt haha but it's for fun anyway.

Our voices ain't very nice so i'm sorry, just enjoy it kay!

I doubt anyone will watch till the end tho. It's like 10mins long! Hahah, and full of crap.

But Nat sand really nicely in the Korean song haha. She can totally hit the high notes lah.

Jealous >:(

1st song - Just the way you are

2nd song - billionaire(but fail), changed to xiao jiu wo

3rd song - I'll back off so you can live better

I think we sounded kinda okay when singing individually, but when together = noise HAHA

The quality is like crap. Sorry taken with my phone!

HAHAHA ENJOY LOL

Bye! :D

HELLO

2011-01-05T19:25:00.001+08:00

PLAYING W THE WEBCAM :-)

2011-01-04T23:51:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL 2011! WHY :-((((((((((((

Will update on that!

Have you guys ever been insulted by someone, or even a friend before?

And perhaps, maybe, that insult about you might have just been a playful tease to them which they thought was funny, but actually, to the person being insulted, it might actually have meant a lot. A lot of harm and hurt. And because of this the person will keep thinking about this, and just thinking that she isn't good enough, and it'll really remain in her head forever. But in the end, this person just pretends not to care to make it seem like she is really confident of herself, and lets the someone continue teasing her, but the fact is. She is really not confident of herself, and gets more hurt.

SO PLEASE, STOP INSULTING PEOPLE ABOUT THEIR PHYSICAL APPEARANCES. I JUST HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT. YOU'RE NOT PERFECT, SO WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING AT OTHERS FOR THEIR IMPERFECTIONS & BRINGING THEM DOWN LIKE THAT? And you don't even know how much hurt is inflicted on them, because you never experienced it before. C'MON MAN, CALLING SOMEONE UGLY WON'T MAKE YOU PRETTIER. AND AFTER ALL IT'S WHAT'S IN THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS.

Okay I think it's quite hard to understand what i'm trying to say. :/ But anyway, just wanna say that I've been insulted about my physical appearance manymany times, and each time, I just get more hurt. And I just can't get myself to be strong enough to not care about the insult. I pretend to be strong, I laugh it off, but deep inside, I'm hurting.

Just penning out my thoughts. Anyone felt that way before?

It's 12.30am alr, gotta wake at 6am tmr for school. Sigh. 5h+ to sleep i guess! :<

Ohwell, goodnights! :)

Fiona.

CHLISTMAZ

2010-12-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hey people, CHRISTMAS 2010 IS COMING!

WOW. Like, 2010 really passed in a blink. Why does each year seem to pass faster than the one before? :/ But anyway, it was an awesome year and I really experienced a lot of stuffs. Hope that next year will be better yeahhh ? :D

Sooooooooo, Jesus's birthday is finally hereeeee. in 4 days time! :)

But ohwell. I don't exactly have the CHRISTMAS FEEL. Maybe it's because there's no snow in Spore. Hahah, if only it snowed every 25th Dec, then we can make snow angels ahhhhh.

Okay anyway, i'm going to Msia with my cousins on Christmas day. And I'm waking up at 4am B: Sad. Just hoping there won't be any jam, or i'll be spending my christmas in the car. ): Actually I don't exactly celebrate christmas much, for all the 14 Christmases I had. And I've always wanted to eat a turkey on Christmas day. LOL. And receive mysterious presents underneath the christmas tree. Apparently, this is the Christmas tree I have at home.

IT'S SUPER MINI. HAHA. We bought it at like 2rm in Msia I think, which is less than a dollar in sing$$. But the decorations for it were super ex -_- And that white thing on it is a Christmas card that my parents put there lol.

Okay so I just hope all of you guys have an AWESOMEST Christmas, and have fun! I hope I have fun in Msia too :/ I guess I'll try to shop for Xmas presents there , heheh. (:

AND MY WISHES FOR XMAS IS.

For my class to be rly awesome next year. :D ( hopefully same class at natnatnat)

_______________________.

Good resultsssssss.

And lastly, to grow closer with Christ. And to go to Church more.

AND OFCOURSE, 10 MORE WISHES! ;D

Hahahah, one last picture of me. Which is kindof retarded, but well i guess you guys are used to it already. :B

MERRY XMAXXXXXX IN ADVANCE. :)

Planning to make a cover with Nat someday yay! SOONSOON. (: Can't wait!

wlove,

Fee

Ps/ GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS. HAPPEE (:

/edit.

NAISE SONG & IDC IF YOU THINK I'M KPOP CRAZY BUT IT'S AWESOME (:

I hate the holidays.

2010-12-16T19:26:00.005+08:00

Hi there. I'm ~~Snorlax~~ and I love to smile :)

2010-12-08T18:07:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHA SNORLAX :p

Hello :)

Okay so today started with Ally and Julia coming over to my house ( their first time in my new house!) @ about 6.15am. I just finished batheing when they reached hahah. So crazy they two x)

Then they started picking out clothes for me to wear to the audition LOL.

But in the end i still stayed with the dress I had picked out to wear from the start -__-

But they chose accessories for me :> Then my dad drove us to Senja-Cashew Community Centre!

We reached at about 7.20am, and some people were there.

And we went to the wrong one lol, we went to the old one. -.- And it friggin was pathetic there, nothing there at all, it didn't even look like a CC, I suspect that CC is very old. Then we saw a paper on the wall stating that they've moved to a new SJCC. And so me,Julia and Ally decided to just cab there. And it turned out that the new CC is REALLY near the old one. We spent $4.20 on cab fare. Ahhh. Okay so anyway we dropped off at Bukit Panjang Plaza( which is really near the CC) , and ate Macs there. After breakfast, we walked out only to know that there was KFC there. SIIAN MAX. CUS WE WERE TOTALLY CRAVING FOR THE KFC PORRIDGE. :(

We wished we didn't see KFC lol.

So anyway we walked to the CC, AND SO MANY PEOPLE WERE THERE ALREADY.

AND SO MANY WERE LIKE DRESSED UP, AND ALOT PUT MAKE UP AND STUFFS.

So i was well, kindof nervous alr. Was supposed to meet up with Cloris ( met her on fb :>) and 2 others, but aftertht when we met it was kindof awkward hahah ;x

Then practiced my singing with Julia & Ally. :( I was so not motivated at that time, I totally wanted to go hang out with Ally and Julia instead LOL. Because they had to go back to Tampines.

But Ally was coming back to fetch me and then we'd go back together :)

So hmm. I waited for about 6hours? 9am to 3pm! Was quite a tiring wait. But it was worth it, i guess. New experience after all! And I made new friends! They're all so lovely. HAHA.

Okay so anyway, when my number tag group was called up, I WAS PRACTICALLY FREAKING OUT . HAHA. And it was worst when i went into the audition room. Had to wait and look at the earlier group to perform finish before ours. STRESS.

Okay so it was our turn. We had to stand in a line, then one by one had to come up and perform. I was first. ><>

A lucky girl was shortlisted hoho, and she sang for us cus many people wanted her to encore. She looks so pretty and cute! I think she's like 11 or 12? But her voice wasn't very outstanding or anything, quite normal, but i think it could be because she had to perform in front of so many contestants, sure really nervous!

Okay so afterthat met up with Ally again! Then we LRTed & MRTed home.

Sad us couldn't find a seat on the packed MRT :( And when we found the seat, we kindof felt guilty of taking up the seats too so we didn't. And for some point of time we were laughing like mad on the MRT because of the Little Turtle joke. Okay we're retarded.

I love my parents, they're awesome seriously, love them to the max ahhhhh 8)

And ofcourse i love my besties! Hahah Love you Julia and Ally for coming today! You guys were so crazy to come to my house so early man! And Ally especially for going back to Tampines with Julia and then coming back to fetch me :p I love you guys to the max too! Awesomest friends ever! Nat was sick so she couldn't come :( Miss her, hope she gets well soon.

Decided not to go for the Movie outing with 2e peeps tmr cus i'm really too tired i guess ;/

Didn't sleep well last night and woke up really early today. :( And i'm broke.

So yupp, no choice but hafta miss it i guess. Going with Lynnie to get drinks and snacks on 12th for class bbq! Can't wait for it (: Hope it'll be really really awesome! :D

Ps/ My eye mask which I put into the freezer yesterday to make it cold turned into ice. Because I forgot to take it out. Retarded max i know.

Hahah, kk i think i'm gonna go eat dinner and watch some tv then I'll just go to sleep alr (-:

Gonna wake up really late tmr hehehehe. Then maybe read my Holiday Assignment books argh. Screw them.

Things left to do during Holidays.

- Distributing flyers job. (not sure whether going to do or not, me and Ally still considering)

- Read Chinese book Zai Jian Ma Ma ( I heard it's kinda nice and i read like a lil alr.Hope i'll be able to finish reading it and understand it!)

- Read Shui Hu Zhuan. ( Screw this man. :<)

- Read The Chrysalids, do English Assignment thingy about the book.( I still havent got the book yet :/, it's sold out in bookstores. :/)

- Collector's Badge. ( I'm gonna die for this. Haiz.)

- Learn dance for Orientation.

- Buy snacks and drinks with Lynnie, settle everything for CLASS BBQ!

- Go out (-:

Okay so more than half of the holidays are gone. And I still have so many things to do, so many books to read(!!!!!) AHHH. Stress shitsxz. But sometimes i just can't help it but just wake up late everyday, use the comp, watch tv, slack, and go to sleep, and the cycle continues. Homework is so siiansxzsxz :( It just makes me feel fu-dan ed. Like I still have a weight not lifted off my body, so i can't live & enjoy my holidays in peace. -_- School's restarting soon. Really wonder who'll be my future classmates! ( NAT AHHH)

So far the holidays have been, kinda good I guess. Went out a few times, watched quite a number of movies, fetched kpop bands from the airport for the first time in my life! , sleptover my friend's house for the first time in my life! , had my friends come over my house so early, and did an audition!

I love my parents. <: hehe.

Pikachus and Snorlaxes, ( hehe guides :p)

Fiona

Many people sang this today , Nice song!

What do i want?

2010-12-01T17:54:00.003+08:00

WHAT IS MY DREAM?

I have no idea.

Sometimes I can't help but feel like, I'm a redundant girl living in Singapore, who studies her brains off. Okay I do get the motivation to study, but it's usually my parents who make me motivated. I don't want to disappoint them, and so usually I try my best. But sometimes, I ask myself : What do I want to do in the future? What do I want? And I can't find an answer. I can't work towards anything because, there's nothing I want to be. Many others already know well what they want to be, like for example, Wenxuan who wants to be a vet! :)

And so, I hope that maybe after I get to study more things, maybe I'll know what I wanna be, Like you'know, passion for something?

Hmm just penning my thoughts here.

I feel so lost. And then the thought of being a fairytale princess pops up. I wish I could be one HAHA. Waiting for your prince charming to come.. HAHA WHO DOESN'T WANT? Okay I should stop dreaming.

We love us!

2010-11-24T20:39:00.004+08:00

Great LEEFEECEE day yesterday at Lynnie's chalet!
It was funnnnnnn, hahah. And they wanted me to post about it, so yeah. :)
Took lotsa pics, like seriously 200+ i think! I look kinda haggard though, and my right eye didn't have double eyelid on tht day. But my Lee and Cee were really pretty! Hahah.

MANY OF CANDY'S CAMWHORES IN MY CAMERA. TSKTSK.

Me,Lynnie and Candy had been planning for this day to come since like, the last few weeks of school, cus Lynnie was gonna stay in a chalet during the period where her house's under renovation, so she invited us over to have fun! And whooosh, the day finally came! :)

Was kinda excited to meet them hahah, haven't met them for a while.

Okay so it started with me and Candy meeting at T1. Reached T1 kinda early and ran into Nat and Julala there, chatted. Candy reached afterwards, and we went to buy Subway! Yumsxz. Then we headed off to Tanah Merah Mrt, was planning to take the shuttle bus to Lynnie's, but its scheduled time was 1.30 and we were super early when we reached tanah merah. So we decided to cab there , Candy treat! HAHA. Cus i'm super broke. }:

Okay so when we reached we were kinda lost. Hah, but it turned out that this place was where my family always went to eat Jumbo Seafood whenever there were family occasions and stuff!

Me and Cee were looking at the Koi fish swimming around in the pond(LOL) when Lee called.

Me and Cee then started looking for Lynnie's chalet and found it! And when we stepped in, Lynnie was playing mahjong with her relatives hahah. After a while we went out to walk, and started camwhoring! Wanted to bowl or smth, but didn't get the card from Lynnie's mum to have discounts in time.

Candy brought her make up stuffs so we could have fun with em hahaha. I tried to apply eyeliner for Cee but it failed like shyt. p: But i could apply it quite well for myself ! Then we started having fun with the eyeshadows, lipsticks etc! But we removed all the eye makeup eventually and sticked to lip glosses and lip sticks. Cee & me put on really red lip stick and i was really freaked out by myself. HAHA. But Cee could pull it off!Me and Lynnie put lipgloss instead(: I just realised that I don't use makeup at all, and kinda suck at applying it. O:

We drew our respective Lee, Fee & Cee on our faces w Cee's eyeliner!

Headed out to take pictures after that.

Yay for self-timer!

But there were times it failed cus the camera captured the grass instead of us, cus the grass was too long and blocked the lens EPIC FAIL.

Hahah, we moved like from place to place to take pix and even climbed a tree. The weather was hot but it was great actually, the clouds looked really nice in the pix!
Awesome day overall, ended with fries and icecream and bom boms. :p
Ohwell, I'm starting to miss Leefeecee day alr }:
Can't wait for Friday - BBQ at Ally's! And sleepover - if my mum allows!

Hope we don't drift apart next year if we don't get into the same class, really hope!

Leefeecee forever okay, i love you two girls {:

Let's continue going out and have leefeecee day 2 hahaha!

I miss our late night heart to heart talks. ):

Have you ever felt like you don't know what you want for yourself in the future? What you want to be when you grow up? I don't, while others usually do. I really don't.

Love ,

Fiona.

Goldish-brown hair under sunlight (Y)

I miss Hei Girl! This was when Taiwanese pop was really popular, but now kpop is more popular i guess.

I miss the past.

Wrong decisions.

2010-11-21T23:11:00.004+08:00

HIIIII.

Omg okay i can't believe i'm going to do this..

I'M GOING TO MAKE A HOLIDAY SCHEDULEEE, JUST LIKE MY EXAM ONE. -_-

This is because I have too much stuffs to do man D:

Maybe the applying of a parttime job wasn't a good idea! But ohwell.

Haizzz, the worst thing is.

HOMEWORK.

AND THE WORST THING ABOUT HOMEWORK IS.

BOOKS TO READ >:(

Cus' that means i'll really have to make time out for reading 'em ahhhhh.

So now it's like, idk if i'm gonna have enough time to read them cus i'll most probably be working till 24th Dec non-stop except for some exceptions, and 25th i'm going to M'sia alr :/

So... I'm screwed D:

Haizz, Maybe getting a job wasn't exactly a good idea.

EXTRA POCKET MONEY TO SAVE MY BROKENESS.

BUT. Now i have less time to go out with friends ): And I probably won't have time to do my hw.

OHCRAPZZZZ I'LL BE MISSING SO MANY GUIDES ACTS. ( at least 4 if i can't not work on those days :/)

Okay so it wasn't a good idea afterall.

I just hope they'll allow me to not work continuously , and at least let me pick out some dates for my own stuffs! ( I don't think that they'll allow though.)

Haizz, this sucks. Just hope everything will turn out well.

Things that I might miss :

Cell Chalet.

Cell BBQ.

4 Guides Acts.

Daryl's Xmas party.

): Haiz! Plus the time I need for Homework.

And there are still a lot of stuffs to be done >:(

Okay I really feel dumb for not thinking enough before applying for the job.

Even my mum supported me to go for it, so i just filled up everything.

And the next minute, I was accepted.

Nvm, I'll just go and tryout on Wed and see how first :)

JUST HOPE EVERYTHING TURNS OUT WELL (-:

IMMA GONNA PRAY TONIGHT, YEAH!

I need to save up!!!

2010-11-18T19:43:00.004+08:00

HI EVERYONE I'VE BEEN GOING OUT REAL OFTEN RECENTLY AND SPENDING TOO MUCH MONEY.

And I've decided, to

1) Find a part-time job.

2) SAVE UP TTM. (Which means not going out D:)

3) Go out, but don't spend any money. ( Window shop -.-)

Okay. point 3 is quite pointless i knowwwww. It's like if you see something you REALLY like, and you can't get it, it's gonna be really disappointing LOL. I hate the feeling of not having money ):

But well, I'm seriously broke now so i hafta do this!!!

FIONA YOU CAN DO THIS. SAVE UP!

I still need to settle lots of stuffs needing money argh :S

Class BBQ, Class Tee, Presents, and some others. I'M BROKEEEE

And the worst thing is, today when i went out, i told myself :

Fiona do not spend your money on unnecessary things.

And I came back with lots of candies and spent more than $15 on eating. I feel like a pig.

Argh, how. I need to be disciplined!!!

Haizzzz, tmr i'm going out to Kbox with S6! Hopefully I don't buy unnecessary things! B:

Things I need to do by this week :

1) Settle the Class BBQ food orders with Lynnie. (Hopefully tonight!)

2) Search for Speakers' Badge passages again!

3) Start on Holiday Homework! ( The books etc.)

- I reallyreally need to start on these early cus I'm not a book person! Especially for chinese books, I cmi D: And I feel dumb saying this, but I've never read a novel before other than Twilight Lol. I have no idea how I passed my English. I guess i'll have to start having the habit of reading!

Things I look forward to during the Holidays :

1) DEFINITELY CHRISTMAS. :D

2) Going out more with friends!

- I wanna organise outings for FANS, LEEFEECEE, GG, 2E people so we can go out tgt and have fun yeahh!

3) Daryl's Xmas party!

- I really hope I don't miss this because of my M'sia trip, I know it's going to be real fun.

4) Sleeping

- Heyyy, I need to sleep a lot okay! My eye bags are getting from bad to worse..

5) Jyp Audition!

- It's gonna be cool hahah.

6) Having a job

7) Learning more guitar

8) Bonding with friends

9) 2E'10 CLASS BBQ!!!!

- I reallyreally hope this will be a success! DON'T RAIN, PLEASE.

10) Class tee!

- Can't wait to get it! But I'll hafta save up money for this too!

11) Church, CELL CHALET & LEGACY BBQ!!!

12) M'sia trip with cousins and family!

- Really hope this will be fun :)

13) Class Allocations

- Crossing my fingers toes and everything that i'll go into a good class!

14) Cycling!

TIME PASSES SO FAST, NOVEMBER'S GONNA COME TO AN END AS SOON AS WE KNOW IT. SO C'MON, I GUESS WE SHOULD NOT KEEP SPENDING TIME ON THE COMPUTER BUT INSTEAD GO OUT & HAVE FUN!

I wanna go cycling. :D

Hey, you may not know it, but I miss us, a lot.

& I'm sorry, for what I did then. I regret it &, I guess it'll never be the same.

Song of the day : Firework - Katy Perry <:

www.bangedmyheart.tumblr.com ;

www.twitter.com/bangedmyheart

I'm not happy, not sad either.

2010-11-05T20:34:00.005+08:00

One day, Fiona was very bored.

Therefore she decided to browse through her whole Facebook wall history(from now till the day she started using Facebook).

Looking at her wall and all the wall posts, she realised that many things have changed.

Even she herself had changed, what she liked, what she didn't like, what she was interested in, quite a lot about her had changed as she grew older and was exposed to more things each day.

And she came across something, which cheered her up.

It was a status Fiona had written somewhere during March 2010.

Fiona Natasha Koo

IMAGINE HOW WONDERFUL IT'LL BE IF I COULD BE FLOATING ON THE SEA RIGHT NOW.. WITH THE COCONUT TREES AROUND ME.. and just relax.

March 27 at 11:11pm · Comment · Like - 11:11! AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT THAT TIME.

Rachel Love likes this.

Vinod Segar

seagull poop on u =D

March 27 at 11:13pm · Like

Fiona Natasha Koo

:D hahahah nevermind around me got water

March 27 at 11:14pm · Like

Vinod Segar

turn srnd,wash face, turn back, another poops on u!! =DD

March 27 at 11:15pm · Like

Hillary BahuluToo

I WON'T BE THERE MAN, YOU'LL HATE IT TRUST ME :D

March 27 at 11:15pm · Like

Vinod Segar

*arnd

March 27 at 11:16pm · Like

Fiona Natasha Koo

(Vinod) I wheregot so swey ! okay this is getting retarded haha.. (Hillary) Whatever xD more like you'll miss me on Land.

March 27 at 11:16pm · Like

Hillary BahuluToo

HAHA, trust me, I won't HAHAHAHA

March 27 at 11:17pm · Like

Fiona Natasha Koo

so bad. YOU'LL MISS ME LOH

March 27 at 11:18pm · Like

Hillary BahuluToo

HAHA WHATEVER, STOP DECEIVING YOURSELFFFFF :DD

March 27 at 11:18pm · Like

Fiona Natasha Koo

afterall im the one who you love

March 27 at 11:20pm · Like

Hillary BahuluToo

*pukes pukes*

March 27 at 11:20pm · Like

Fiona Natasha Koo

March 27 at 11:23pm · Like

Ivan Koo

You not scared of sharks ah girlgirl.

March 28 at 12:14am · Like

Fiona Natasha Koo

singapore where got sharks de!

March 28 at 10:51am · Like

Kevin Koo

Got loan sharks. - EPIC TTM

March 28 at 1:09pm · Like

Ally Tan

Wa lao lame sia.

March 28 at 2:06pm · Like

Baka Tan

i'll go take the husks - (Y) AHAHA

March 28 at 6:04pm · Like

Yes this whole thingy made Fiona laugh.

Hmmmm. So many months flashed past, both happy and good things and sad and bad things happened. But i'm still thankful for everything that happened, i'm proud to say that i have gone through hard times, with God's help (:

Whenever i'm feeling impossible,scared or alone, i can just really comfort myself with these phrase.

" God is with you, whenever, wherever. " And immediately my fear is just.. erased.

" I can do everything through Him who gives me strength. " Do not give up, because you can do it with His help, and He's helping you along the way.

Sometimes, it's really hard when I'm trying to let go of the past, especially the good old times, but at the same time, i'm also excited and looking forward to the future.

Love

Fiona.

I am happy. :D

2010-10-29T20:25:00.006+08:00

I AMFEELING HAPPY. C:

HI I AM FRIGGIN HAPPY NOW CUS' I HAVE FINALISED MY DECISION AFTER MAKING A PHONE CALL TO NATASHAJIANG. {:

WE HAVE DECIDED ON....

DOUBLE SCIENCE.

HISTORY.

BIO.

(: AND WE'RE SERIOUSLY HOPING WE'LL LAND IN THE SAME CLASS NEXT YEAR YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

LYNNIE'S COMING TO DSHB TOOOO YAYYY.

HAHAHA ME&NAT PROMISED EACH OTHER TO GO TO THAT COMBI. AND WE WERE LIKE TALKING ABOUT ALL THE CONS OF TRIPLE SCIENCE.

I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE FINALLY MADE THIS DECISION.

AND EVEN HAPPIER THAT ME &NAT ARE BOTH GOING TO DSHB!!!!

(: Hope for the best!

CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR IF WE LAND IN THE SAME CLASS MAN.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I am really thankful for all my amazing and awesome friends at AHS (:

AHS really brought lots of colours into my life, i love all of you guys.

Yuexin, April, Hui Ling - I'LL MISS YOU GUYS ALOT! TAKE CARE OKAY (:

I LOVE YOU GUYS. ONCE A GUIDER, ALWAYS A GUIDER. ALWAYS SISTERS! <:

Decisionsssssss.

2010-10-29T19:05:00.003+08:00

HI EVERYONE

I really need you guys' help right now!

Should I take...

TRIPLE SCIENCE HISTORY OR DOUBLE SCIENCE BIO HISTORY???

I REALLY NEED ADVICE. ):

I'm really scared I make the wrong decision and regret for the whole of my Secondary school life!!

Please tag/MSN/email/SMS me what you think i should take!

TYVM (:

Life's like this.

2010-10-27T22:37:00.005+08:00

Time passes so fast, that I can't catch up with it.

I totally feel like, it's the start of 2010. I don't feel like so many months have passed, so many things have happened. Apparently, 2010 flashed past.

And I guess this has all to do with 2E'10 :)

2E'10 has really been one of the most awesomest classes i've ever been in, cus' everything just really perfect in there! - 90% slackers (Y) , crappers (Y) , Retards (Y) , Troublemakers (Y) ,

AND JUST REALLY FUN. I'M REALLY GOING TO MISS THIS EPIC CLASS, AND ALL OUR LAUGHTER TOGETHER (:

We laugh a lot, even at the littlest things, and we create trouble & noise like no tomorrow.

I totally just feel like it was just the start of 2010 School ystd. And now, tmr it's gonna be the end.

2E, I really don't wanna part with you guys. But life is unfair and always does this to us. D:

Always when we start to love our class madly, then we split. Okay but i didn't really like my sec1 class. 2E'10 is my comfort zone and I comfortably sleep during class everyday (: What I love about 2E is, I can really just open myself up, and show my true self there - Because we're all goodfriends now.

We've gone through so much together - from getting multiple scoldings by teachers to breaking the roof and watching the guys in our class get ____. And now, our class is famous among teachers for being notorious.

This year was just memorable.

Thank you to these people that made my life in 2E just so awesome (:

LEEFEECEE : Lynnie, Candy

You guys took up a BIGBIGBIG part of my life this year, I wouldn't have lived through this year without you guys, you're the best. We've gone through quite a lot together, shared secrets, talked about our lives, lent a shoulder for each of us to lie on when we're down, gave big hugs to cheer one up, sing songs loudly in class without caring about the teacher, snacking in class, camwhoring like there's no tomorrow, prayed for each other, reminded each other to say Grace before makan always ^o^, and just, so much more that I can't explain with words.

THANK YOU TWO SOSO MUCH I LOVE YOU GUYS. (':

Jasmin Sweetheart, Angela Hubby

Thank you guys for being there, for being such awesome friends. And I'll remember you guys forever, Angela, I'll remember you forever for that kiss. :x And Jasmin, I'll remember you forever for your cuteness heheh. Hahah, i love you guys (:

Perlyn Daddy, You Xuan Mummy

Though we've drifted a bit, I still wanna thank you guys for brightening up my Science Lab Lessons. Perlyn, I LOVE YOU TTM cus you're always really there for me when I'm sad, and for that I love you, you're an awesome friend! You Xuan, I still love you (:

Remember our ' Head & Shoulders, Knees & Toes" Song yeahhh c:

Zhi Wei Bestie

BESTIE! Thanks for being an awesome Yati + Bestie. You brighten up my day with your retardedness and we have lots in common ( HAHAHA POKEMON + BARNEY + ALL THOSE RETARDED STUFFS). Btw, You owe me icecream don't forget ! ;) Your secret is well kept in me hehehe. I love you Bestie! <:

Rong Rong, Zhi Jia, Jaime

Thank you guys for brightening up my days in 2E! You guys are just so SUNSHINE-ISH. (:

Always laughing, Smiling, + ZHIJIA : YAY FOR JUSTIN.B! ;) You guys are awesomeeeee!

I love you guys~ Go shopping tgt soon yeah? :D

Daryl, Kangwei, Yi De

Thank you guys for making 2E full of laughter. I've had lots of fun at Sentosa with you guys man! And Daryl, KW and YD , SEOUL GARDEN :B Yayyyy I still miss mixing all the weird stuffs together and playing scissors paper stone -_- to see who's the unlucky one to drink the mixture. :) Yi De, though you're kinda irritating at times, you're a funny and retarded person. 2E loves you, our pet dog. :S Kangwei, Thanks for being your crappy self all this while. You're awesome cus you're born on 11th June, which is 1 day before my birthday. Daryl, Thanks for being an awesome friend, and must tell who's __ by year endddddddddddd!

Gluck in everything you guys do!

& Wan Ting, Jin Ning, Jia Ling, Ying Jia, Jolene, Pyone, Hillary, Qian Yu, Marcuses (LOL) , Charlotte, Eliza, Cherie, Adrian, Vivian !

So many wonderful memories.. Ahhh just kill me man. Why is life like this ):

Just really hoping my sec3 class will be as awesome or even better! Next year's gonna be a tough year, Haizzzzz. D:

Hmm, tomorrow's coming so soon. Damn, A few hours just passed like that again. Tomorrow, I'm reallyreally scared that I'll break down and cry. As I stare at our 2E classroom, walk to the 5th floor, I'm sure to tear, cus' this places just store so much of our memories. Report Card tmr, even worse. Well, so 2010 passed like that. And so many things have changed.

www.tooeffingcool.blogspot.com! I'll never forget you guys!

Shannonie+Nat Day!

2010-10-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

Hellohello i'm here to post again! <:

So yepp, I went out with Shannon and Natasha today!

Me and Nat met with Shannon ! miss her (-':

Hahah, it was fun overall, but had some twists in the middle, retarded day today B)

We went to Ehub for lunch, then started finding stuffs to do.

BOWLING. - SO MANY PEOPLE, NO SOCKS. :(

MOVIES - NO NICE MOVIES. :(

ARCADE - SIAN :(

KBOX - :D

So we decided on Kbox. However, it was friggin exxxxxx ! So we decided not to go Kbox alr. -_-

Went to toilet, and when we went out, Nat realised that her wallet was missing. Went back into toilet cubicle, searched. Not there. Started searching around for it, but to no avail. In the end, Nat called her mum and explained. Her mum then told us to go to Pasir Ris interchange to report the Ezlink card(which was in her wallet) loss.

Retarded scene #1 - Natasha's slipper broke out of nowhere. Therefore we had to go to Ehub's NTUC to buy some kinda cheap slipper that was super ugly. LOL.

Retarded scene #2 - Natasha's keychain dropped. And she didn't know, till we were on the bus to White Sands. And me and Shannon were saying that we heard something drop. And I was like " HAHAHA If it was something Natasha dropped it would be ... " Then Natasha realised that she really dropped her keychain. EPIC. Kay it doesn't seem very retarded here but it was super retarded I swear!

Blahblahblah.. we decided to go to White Sands Shopping Mall to slack. After eating icecream, WE HAD NOTHING TO DO. So we just sat on some kinda seat and read the Teenage mag. I was super sleepy manns, slept at 2.30am yesterday night ): We started feeling reallyyyy bored so we decided to go for neo prints! :B Has been real long since I've taken neoprints man!

AHHH Lynnie rmb our Neo-print date uhhhh! And our Eat Pray Love date too! <:

After taking neos it was 5+ so we decided to go home :-)

Fun day overall, I don't want tomorrow to come ahhhhhh kill me. Results suck ;(

I like Shannon's teeth (-: Ahhh I also want braces now!

Favourite pic of today! :B The woman behind kindof spoiled it :(

The special effect that my phone always surprises us with (-:

I look like a reytard here ;x

Hmm so yepp, that's all!

EPIC DAY - LOST WALLETS,KEYCHAINS & BROKEN SLIPPERS (Y)

LOVE YOU GUYS SHANNONIE AND NAT!!! <:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PYONE AND JOANNE :) Have an awesome birthday!

Oh and people I'm officially broke. D: Dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Siiansiian I should reallyyyy start saving more and stop splurging! Have been going out really often and spending too much money!

Ps/ I'm starting to luvvv kpop nowwwww! :B

Love,

Fiona

Dance like it's the last night of your life.

2010-10-19T19:51:00.005+08:00

Hellooooo I'm back again! <:

Exams are over, and therefore, i've been going out reallyreally often these few days!

Friday - Day Exams ended

Sentosa to celebrate Lynnie's birthday!

(I still owe her her birthday present ;p)

After that, me Daryl and Lynnie stayed at Vivo to chat :)

Saturday

Cell with cornerstone people :) Lynnie was there too! Cell was good B)

Jumbo Seafood to celebrate mum's birthday early. Yumsxzsxz!

Sunday

Woke up at about 9am, met Jojo and the others for breakfast, headed to City Hall. Met up with more Cornerstone people, went to Fm hotel for service. (-: After tht, ate fast food for lunch.

And I finally realised that day why slow food is called slow food. Lol. Thennn Jojo brought us to this Ice Cream shop in Tampines and she treated me hehehe <:

Then all of us went home!

Monday

Mini olympics -__-

Seoul Garden with classmates ( Fun!)

Spammed pictures and we took the wrong bus, apparently bringing us to some unknown place opposite Changi Beach. Then at Seoul Garden, we did lots of retarded things like mixing raw egg with some kindof meat or smth. The person who lost in scissors paper stone will eat it. I tio-ed the one where lots of random food and drinks were poured into the soup. Really grosssss. But fun!

Tuesday - Today

Mini Olympics, took part in Stairs Relay and lost. LOL.

Then headed to City Hall with Julia,Nat,Rebecca and Ally, aftertht went to Raffles place.

First place we went was DAISO of courseeee! Then slowly after quite alot of shops we were super tired .__. SHOPPING IS NOT MY THING :)

Bought presents!

kkay i'm home nao. Gotta do lots of Birthday Cardsssssssssssss!

Tmr meeting up with Shannon and Nat for lunch + movie or smth! CAN'T WAIT :B

I'm dreading Thursday. I dunwanna get back my results ):

Life's going in a straight line these days, and i haven't really been feeling sad or anything!

Okay maybe I did. But anyway, I reallyreally wanna apologise to some people, I'm sorry if I've changed for the worse, and i'm sorry if I neglected/ left you guys at times. I'm sorry.

Love

Fiona (-:

Smile, you look cuter like that.

2010-10-15T22:05:00.005+08:00

HI I'M FINALLY BACK! (;

SO.. WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS?

STUDYING, STUDYING & MORE STUDYING.

SLEEPING AT 1-2AM EACH NIGHT.

Now EOYS has officially ended!

But, I really can't believe it has ended, and don't feel like it.

It's just so weirddddddddd, time passes so fast these days.

I'm really gonna miss 2E which is damn awesomeeeeee! Hope we'll get Class Tee successfully!

Haizz. But end of EOYs means partying ;) YEAYYYY

Kay anyway I took lots of pictures during this period though.

Boredom halfway during studying = camwhoring. :B

Left: Me being retarded. Right: Me trying to act emo using rose ring made of blue tack.

THIS IS THE RESULT OF BEING BORED AND TIRED OF STUDYING. ;(

My nails have grown really long since the break of Guides.

Really long time never keep it this long alr!

Tan-lines.

I like this pic alot :)

Keychain for me and Shannonie, bestie (:

She has the other side of the heart! (;

I miss SHPS. These badges are all from SHPS (;

I found this in my Science notes ;x

Study Tableeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I HAVE BROWNISH HAIR YAY

OKAY SO YUPP. I WAS REALLYYREALLYYYY BORED DURING THAT PERIOD!

Cus I forced my mum to lock the lappy up so I wouldn't be tempted to use it (;

The plan worked! But I used my Phone's Wifi and W Live Messenger.

Haizz, time flashed by this week.

I've been mugging so hard that I've really had lack of sleep..

Gonna sleep till late morning tmr, then go to Cell (:

I'm supposed to be happy that EOYs has ended, right?

But I feel sad too. The fact that School's ending in just 2 weeks time,

just makes me sad. Sad that I'm going to leave 2E'10 for our respective classes in 2011.

This year flashed past and I don't know why. Last year seemed kinda slowww!

And it's like, just a few weeks ago I still had 20+ days more to EOYs, and now , it's just done alr.

Hmmm, I'm really gonna miss alot of awesome people in 2E.

I'm just afraid. Afraid that when we separate and go into our respective classes next year, we'll drift apart. Ahhhhh i don't want that to happennnnnnnnn >:(

But anyway, went SENTOSA today with Lynnie,Kangwei,Daryl,Candy,Jasmin,Qianyu and Adrian to celebrate Lynnie's belated birthday which was yesterday! (;

It was fun! Pics posted on FB alr! <:

Lastly, I just wanna say that God is amazing <:

Really, he's amazing. He gave me such wonderful friends, such a wonderful year where i've gone through both bad times and good times to strengthen me, giving me the strength yesterday night to recover from my unwell-ness!

He's amazing <: I'm really glad to have been able to know Him (:

Have fun partying everyone!

Love

Fiona (-:

Why do I love you?

2010-09-22T16:34:00.007+08:00

Hello people.

Life sucks.

BUT. I've decided to be positive and smile. I'll try okay.

I'm reallyreally gonna try to stop myself from emomomo-ing alr.

Sometimes, when I emo, I can just keep quiet by myself and stare into space,

tearing. And when people ask me what's wrong, everything pours out.

I can't help it sometimes, and when people hug me, I cry more.

I feel really stupid and weak. I can't keep these stuffs within myself cus' everything will just come pouring out, and it all starts with thinking about all those stuffs and then I get sad and stare into space then a tear comes out and I explode.

I've been trying to smile, to be happy. But I guess, it doesn't really change things.

I'm still going to be sad inside, and everything's still going to stay there and bug me.

I HAVE GOT TO STOP BLAMING MYSELF FOR STUFF. D:

To make it worse, EOYs are coming. Freak life. :(

I get really distracted from studying these days, I keep thinking about things.

I wish things weren't the same, I wish I was that Fiona Koo last time, where everything was just HAPPY SMILEY RETARDED.

I guess, I've changed.

Btw, I thinking i'm PMSing. So yeah, maybe that's the main reason why I'm so freaking emo :( So, ignore me.

I'M GONNA SMILE AND TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I'M FINE :D

Currently preparing to mug for Geography the KILLER nowww.

Wish me Gluck for tmr's test yup!

My packed study table that I did! Look at the number of tests.

They're killing me ;(

From tomorrow :

Geog, Chinese):, ACC, HCL&EL Paper 1. LS D:

I'M GONNA SCORE HIGHHIGH FOR GEOG MANNS.

IN MY DREAMS. :) Hahah, HOPEFULLY I WILL LAH, FOR THIS TEST. :B

IT'S TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS BABY!

I WILL BE ON HIATUS FROM NOW TILL 15TH OCTOBER, WHICH IS THE LAST DAY OF EOYS!

I PROMISE THAT I WILL POST THEN. :D

15TH OCT IS 24 DAYS FROM NOW.

SO PLEASE WISH ME GLUCK IN TRYING TO DISTANCE MYSELF FROM THIS LAPPY. :)

GLUCK DEARIES!

Love,

Fionatheawesomesxzcelmo

Ps/ I heart WESTLIFE songs ttm! :B

____________________________________________________________

I'MSTILLNOTOVERHIM. :(

And that sucks, I don't know what to do.
I jump up when he talks to me.
Sometimes, I come out with stupid reasons just to talk to him.
I love it when he pours out his woes to me, though sometimes it hurts to hear about how he's getting hurt ; and when he talks about the girl he likes.
I love the way he is, and I think he's awesome.
He always has a way of cheering me up.
He's very similar to me, and we click.
He's special.
He's easy and comfortable to talk to.
And I guess that shows that I like him.

Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

2010-09-14T19:34:00.008+08:00

Hellohello :)

I've decided to blog a proper post tday! I know my blog has been really boring!

Hahahs, shall just post up some of the pics of my Cousin's birthday Party this Saturday.

JUMPSHOTS! But very fail ):

My other cousins!

I like this pic. :)

I'm damn tanned.

Ahhhhhh mad cuteeeeeeee! Even just the back of his head looks cute heheh.

My baby cousin! I want baby skin ):

With Charlotte my cousin (: SO CUTE

Some retarded shots of the fail jump shots!

Pic on the right : Me, Daryl and Angela. At QY's house for Elit!

Pic on the right : Me and Candy going to Bugis to shop ;)

Bought lots of stuffs from thr! HAHAHA, guess that will be the last time I'm gonna be shopping till end of EOYs.

The September hols totally just passed in a flash manns! My whole week was spent on slacking, exercising, going to Escape, Shopping, Elit, Guides, And well, I guess I didn't study much :/

I don't how some people have finished studying for EOYs already! So crazy! Hahahs. So yeahh, I guess I spent my Sept Hols on playing, slacking, staying up late using the comp.

Hey but at least I exercised ;)

I don't know why, but these days, I really don't have the motivation to study, I must seriously force myself and feel really unhappy to study. EOYs sucsksczsczscszsczc

Jiayouus everyone. :>

Tests coming up:

Next Tuesday - ACC Test -.-

Next Friday - Chinese Common Test ):

Next Next Monday - Chinese and English Paper 1. D:

Stress!

Me and Lynnie realised today that we drifted away from many people, and we listed all these peoples' names on a piece of paper during class today. Haizz, It's really kinda sad when you and your friend used to be really close and used to talk a lot and go out a lot and everything, then because of friendship problems or because neither of us wants to start the convo going, we drift apart and might never talk again just because of that.

It's really sad that the friendship is destroyed. And I often think about those times we had together.

I guess I should sleep early tonight cus I woke up at 4.30am ystd to study for Science, I was too tired at night to study so decided to sleep first hahah.

I'm feeling kinda troubled now. I'm really starting to blame myself for stuff, and this is so stupid cus' I'm telling N not to blame herself for what happened, yet I'm blaming myself now and feeling sad. But really, If I had treasured the friendships I had, we wouldn't have drifted apart this bad.

One person that I've drifted away from alot is Shannon. :'-(

I really hope we'll have a 5/9 chalet again or smth, so I can see her again!

Goodbye,

Feeohnah.):

Magic

2010-09-14T18:20:00.004+08:00

Reaching for the love that seems so far,

2010-09-10T21:40:00.006+08:00

This song really describes how I feel right now, Really nice song by Westlife!

And yes, I agree that old songs are so much nicer and meaningful than the ones these days.

I especially love inspiring songs. I can really just listen to them the whole day and feel happy. (:

Inspiring songs to me : Heal the World by MJ, Hero by Mariah Carey and more!

My love by Westlife :

Feelings do fade over time, but memories will remain with us forever. Sometimes, it really hurts thinking about the good ol' times again, but then knowing that they will never come back. Thinking about how much things have changed really makes me sad. Sometimes, I regret not doing what I should have done, cus' just my one step at that time, could have made things all different, and not like how it is now.

I regret, for not being brave enough, to make the first step. To change everything.

Haizzz, I'm just feeling really crappy right now! Nothing I do now can change things.

I feel really helpless, stupid, pathetic, empty, and I just wanna sleep and forget all of my troubles!

Butterfly fly away

2010-09-07T21:41:00.008+08:00

Hai. Sorry posting again. Really bored these days >:( RAWR.

Anyway, today I was just thinking.

I wonder what it'll be like without all my friends and family by my side.

Seriously, I would miss out a lot on life.

Andand, i wonder how i would have lived without LeeFeeCee this year <:

I really love 'em!

I've been making alot of wishes lately, I'm still collecting my 100 airplanes and I make my wishes when I chance upon 11 : 11 <:

Hmm, but I guess what everyone says is right! The best way to make a wish is to PRAY TO GOD! So yepp, Pray!

Do you think, sometimes God operates a heavenly vending machine? You slot in a prayer coin, and out comes a blessing.

— candy -daryl’s church -rev yong

Hmm and I love sleeping! It really makes me forget all of my troubles, lighten my mind, and it's just so awesome to sleep I wish I could hibernate all year long. The best thing about sleeping - Dreams.

Especially when you have awesome dreams, but yet you'll know that it'll never happen in real life.

They say dreams are the opposite of reality. I hope this ain't true! Cus' I want them to happen! Well unless it's a sucky dream , hmm, like having some random person you don't really know in your dream. o.o I've had some of those dreams before. Weird. Hahahs. Well hope I have a dream tonight! Hahahs. <:

Have been trying to study this few days, but seriously, fail. ):

Can't seem to concentrate at all, taking today for an example : I started to study for Science. Then afterthat I felt the need to listen to Music so I used the Wifi on my phone to go to Youtube to listen to some songs. Then, my phone had no batt. So I onned the comp and told myself that I was only going to listen to music. But in the end I spent almost the whole day on the comp, till now . .__. FAIL.

I really don't wanna be distracted anymore, or i'll really be deaded for EOYs arghhhh.

Kkays here are my solutions.

1) KEEP THE LAPTOP LOCKED AWAY, GET IT OUT OF MY SIGHT.

2) GO OUT AND STUDY SOMEWHERE THAT I WON'T GET DISTRACTED AT.

3) FOR EVERY TIME I GET DISTRACTED, I'LL HAFTA PAY SOMEONE 5 BUCKS.

- Anyone wants to be that SOMEONE? Hahah.

kkay. I really hope i'll stop being distracted and mugmugmug <:

Really still in the holiday and fun-play mood nowwwww, while everyone's like studying and stuffs!

FIONA YOU HAFTA ADDOIL! JIAYOUUS EVERYONE OUT THERE TOO!

Kay anyway just some random pics before I go !

Might not be blogging till quite a long time later.

Or maybe I will. Hopefully I won't :/ Cus' that means that I'm mugging and have no time to blog!

Hahahs, wish me luck for EOYs yeah! <:

Love,

Fiona

Amazing

2010-09-06T19:00:00.002+08:00

It's simply just those little imperfections of yours which make you so perfect.♥

Cus' you're amazing, just the way you are. <:

Awesum day!

2010-09-05T18:55:00.003+08:00

Hellohello! <:

Hahahs, here to blog about tday and ystd!

Yesterday :

Went for VS's Campfire! Funn! 8) It ended at about 9+pm.

Aftertht, went home to change.

Went to Clarke Quay's Novotel! Hahahs cus my parents kindof had the voucher or smth. So we stayed over at the hotel :)

At night, we went to Clarke Quay to walkwalk. I was the youngest there can! O:

Everyone there were like adults and at least 18 years old de, all going clubbing and partying.

Saw alot of drunk people, and a person being carried by a stretcher who was beaten up. Omg.

Lots of police there. But lots of Caucasians omggg so hawt.

Anw, went to eat Macs aftertht! And went back Hotel to sleep :-) !

Today:

Parents sent me to Parkway, met up with Joanne,Hui Juan,Raelene,Angelina,Shu Shan and Hui Juan's junior which i forgot the name again! ;x

hahahs. We ate there, then went straight to Church!

Church was really awesum! Great one today!

After Church, weall went to eat dinner. Didn't eat though, hahah. Brokebroke!

We kindof laughed at retarded stuffs HAHA. And Nanxin is my MAN. :D

And his abs is on his arms :D

HAHA, then afterthat had to go, parents came and fetch!

And yes I'm home now!

Have blisters = result of wearing new flats without socks. ):

Cannot walk properly, in the end Shu Shan helped me buy plasters hahahs thanks girl! x3

Hmm i think i'm gonna start studying tmr!

Feel kinda guilty for going out so often these days! Hope i'll be able to go church next Sunday again. <: funfunfun!

I LOVE CHURCH :-)

Happy day again :-)

2010-09-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hellohello this just cheered me up ! :-)

Got this from Hillary's blog,

www.catchmefyc.blogspot.com!

I like my title :D
Okays, random, sorry.
Well, I've been doing a lot of thinking recently.
I mean, I suffer from insomnia during the holidays.
So yeah, I practically think of random stuffs EVERY NIGHT.
And so, my point is, after MUCH thinking, I've decided to do a dedication post for Fiona Koo :D
I miss her.

Fiona is a crazy and very very random person.
She can laugh at almost everything and take pictures with me when our tour guide is explaining things.
We can do guai lan faces very well together, and we like doing them.
Fiona can sing and she can dance (Haha).
She can play "You belong with me" on the guitar, or so she keeps saying to me at Joel's house.
She falls in love with China guys who give her bears for her birthday.
She is easy-going and can laugh off almost everything.
When I'm upset or just down, she'll sent me cheer-up texts that make me smile instantly.
She might not know all these, but I know, and they mean a lot to me.
She's my angel for "Angel and Mortal 2010" and although it wasn't hard for me to find that out, she still tried to be a better angel.
Though we're drifting apart now, because of some people and some things, I know we'll always drift in the same sea.
Oh shit, I love Fiona Koo so much :'(
And I want her back :'(
Life sucks man.
Life sucks.
I miss S6 like crazy now.
And I miss our fun times together, jamming at the corridor and in our class and at the concourse.
I miss laughing about stupid things with you guys.
I miss going to Joel's house to write random stories.
I miss playing table tennis with the AYG boards.
I miss video-ing down us playing.
I miss singing with you guys during music lessons.
I miss you all :'(
This sucks.
My dedication post is such a failure.

Awwwww I love you too Hillary Limmyyyy :'-)
And I reallyreally miss last year + Sexier six soso much! Good memories yeah ;-)

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Another of my FML days.

2010-09-03T19:01:00.003+08:00

FML.

Today was really probably one of the suckiest days of my life.

fmlfmlfml. ):

Haizhaiz, here goes.

It all started from Guides. We had Outdoor Cooking today.

It was kinda screwed, and I think so myself. Seniors scolded like siao.

That's one.

Then, because today was the last day of Term 3 school, i had to carry all my books under my table home. Used a box to put all the books in.

Never did I know that it would cost me so much trouble. Freaking shit. ):

Okay so anyway, after Outdoor Cooking, had to lug all my TwigsHusksKindlings home too.

So apparently, I had to carry super lots of stuffs.

Luckily Huiting and Youxuan mummy helped <: which GMH.

But anyway, after that it was hell.

Switched bus. Then when at the second busstop to take my second bus, one of the bags which i was carrying dropped. FML. But good thing is, someone helped me pick it up <: Which GMH.

Then, as i boarded the second bus, I really couldn't take it anymore. It was too heavy. Everything.

So when I boarded, I immediately put my box down and apparently blocked the way without knowing. Received super alot of stares ):

When it was reaching my stop, I took the box and the bag. And then a guy behind me asked ,
" Is this bag yours?" (there was another bag of mine on the floor) And I was like "Yepp."

Then he helped me carry it and passed it to me. Which GMH <:

BUTTTT. One of the friggin twigs in the bag kindof made my skirt come up. FMLLLLLLL

Super Paiseh I tell you.

That's not all. Cus my box was giving in, the old lady in front of me tried to help me by helping me keep my wallet into one of the plastic bags I was carrying ._. I was like " No no no! I need to use it to tap!" And she didn't hear or smth and just put it in WTF.

FML! So as i went out i had to put my hand in and take my wallet out again to tap it, and that made my box and everything almost drop.

I ran to the busstop seat and dumped everything there man.

Received more stares. FML.

But lastly, in the lift, the guy in the lift helped to press the "door close" button for me, that kindof GMH.

Well, today was super sucky. ): But at least there were many people who helped me :)

Which GivesMeHope, :)

Ps/ Did jumping jacks,now have blisters under feet ): Haizzzz!

2010-09-02T18:31:00.005+08:00

Hellohello <:

PLEASEEEEEEEE

VISIT..... MY TUMBLR!

WWW.BANGEDMYHEART.TUMBLR.COM

I haven't updated it for a reallllyyyyy long time. Decided to start updating it again!

This time I have uploaded some of my own pix in! (-:

Hope you guys will like 'em!

Love

Step Up 3!

2010-09-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

Friggin Amazing O:

Heyhey you guys should totally watch Step Up 3 if you haven't watched!
The dance moves are really awesome and the music in the movie is really nice !
GO WATCH IT ! :D

My heart will go on,

2010-08-31T16:26:00.005+08:00

Hi. Today I wanna talk about The Titanic.

I just find it really magical and cool that The Titanic Ship Wreck is still there, resting at the bed of the Atlantic ocean.

It's so cool. Something that has been here since 1912, It's still here.

I really want to go down to the ocean someday and visit the wreck.

It's just really really magical. The Titanic. It has not sunk, it's still there. (:

Koped from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RMS_Titanic :

Rediscovery of The Titanic.

Titanic's band

One of the mostfamous stories of Titanic is of the ship's band. On 15 April the eight-member band, led byWallace Hartley, had assembled in the first-class lounge in an effort to keep passengers calm and upbeat. Later they moved on to the forward half of the boat deck. The band continued playing, even when it became apparent the ship was going to sink, and all members perished.

I actually wouldn't mind dying in the Titanic :/

Sometimes I really think this world is really magical.

It's magical how I even exist.

How I met all my loved ones, how I bonded with them.

It's magical that this world has been here for a really long time, really magical how it was created by God.

God is Magical.

2010-08-30T23:06:00.001+08:00

HELLOHELLO I JUST WANNA THANK THOSE WHO HELPED ME CLICK MY NUFFNANG YAY YAY YAY THANKS LOADS!

PLEASE HELP ME BY CLICKING THE NUFFNANG AD ON TOP!

LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

2010-08-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

HELLOHELLO I JUST WANNA THANK THOSE WHO HELPED ME CLICK MY NUFFNANG YAY YAY YAY THANKS LOADS!

PLEASE HELP ME BY CLICKING THE NUFFNANG AD ON TOP!

LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

2010-08-27T23:37:00.003+08:00

Heyheyhey!

People, I LOVE 2PERSEVERANCE {:

CUS WE'RE UNITED AS ONE!

ILY GUYS AND I REALLY CAN'T IMAGINE THE WAY WE'LL HAVE TO PART.

I REALLY HATE THE SCHOOL SYSTEM.

IT'S LIKE, SEC1 CLASS FOR ONE YEAR, SEC2 CLASS ALSO FOR ONE YEAR,

THEN SEC3 AND SEC4 SAME CLASS. WE BONDED LIKE IDK WHAT ALR, THEN THEY MAKE US SPLIT .. AGAIN! ):

HOPE WE'LL GET THE CLASS TEE OR SMTH SOON THOUGH!

RUIYIN'S ASKING ME AND LYNNIE TO DESIGN LOLOL.

OH AND ZHIWEI'S HANDWRITING IS FRIGGIN SMALL AND NEAT!

HAHAHAHA. CWY SAY EVEN 2G AND 2H PEOPLE COMPLAINED ABOUT IT LOLOL!

FUNNY. BUT SERIOUSLY MAN, HIS COMPOS ALL SO ZAI!!!

Compare his with mine! ( Above is mine HAHAHA SO NICE RIGHT LOLOLOL.)

SQUINT YOUR EYESSSSSSS!

Anyway, I'm actually quite disappointed with myself.

I got 53/100 for Chinese CA2 Overall. ):

Haizz, suck. My recent Chinese Test = 28/50.

I tried, I tried my best. I really did. I tried my best to memorise all the characters and stuffs. I DID. BUT STILL, I GET THIS RESULTS. I'm such a failure, and I really dk what's wrong with me. :| I actually thought my mum would be really disappointed with me and stuffs when I told her but surprisingly she wasn't. Hmm I feel guilty!

CWY says that when she sees any failures for EOYs, she'll automatically put them in Normal Chinese. Arghh. I'm really scared that I'll drop to Normal Chinese. :(

Me and Lynnie and Zhiwei have decided to MUG HAHAHA. YAY (;

Geography, second subj that's pulling me down a lot.

Idk why, but I just can't get myself to be INTERESTED in Geography. It's like when I open the Textbook, I automatically feel like dozing off and nothing interests me. But for History it's totally different! So yeah I guess I'm confirmed gonna try to select History for next year :)

JIAYOUUS FIONAAAAA! YOU CAN DO IT! ~

Ps/ I'm starting to keep posting music videos that I like. LOL. Music's starting to get really important to me now!

2010-08-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

Mad Touching c:

2010-08-23T20:14:00.002+08:00

Something about love that makes your heart oh,oh,oh,oh (:

Hey there!

Hahahs, short post today! Gotta study for the Chinese Test tmr >:(

Anwwwww, today was EPIC!

MY RETARDED YANJIANG + ZHIWEI'S SMALL HANDWRITING WAS DAMN EPIC HAHAHA.

<: I kept laughing like no tmr, I guess it's been quite long since I've laughed that much.

Stressed these few days though ): It's like I've got super lots of stuff to do.

Mainly Guides stuff.

PICK THK.

DO PROPOSAL FOR EDD.

STUDY FOR CHINESE.

ETC.

HELLLLL. D:

Haiz. Hope my parents will allow me to go watch Step Up 3! On Saturday and Church on Sunday. Too stressed alr ):

I think that.

It reallyreally sucks when you've started not liking that guy.

Then, he does something to make you like him, again.

And you're stuck there, liking him, again.

Awesome

2010-08-21T14:26:00.001+08:00

This guy is awesome.

Come back to me, I'll be all that you need.

2010-08-21T13:30:00.002+08:00

Heys!

Just came home from Chinese Oral and shopping with LFC&DARYL hahah!

Yessssss we finally bought our LFC ring! ^^

(below)

I kinda screwed up the Oral, but wtv. Haiz.

Anw, I went to YOV ystd! <:

Was kinda siian at the beginning,Then when I saw the entrance I got kinda excited.

Had to cross this bridge to the other side, where the Village was.

Anw, this YOG village is the place where the athletes stay in, and apparently there's manymany booths about the different countries participating in the YOG in the village.

Kindof Interesting bah.

But aftertht, got reallyreally tired and stuffs lols.

There were manymany goodlooking athletes thr HAHA.

Made new friends! ^o^

Hmm, kindof siian now though. My parents just won't allow me to go to Church ):

And someone is making me very worried for her. Gosh.

Hope everything will be okay.

Love

2010-08-18T19:15:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE.

I just found myself a new hobby..

Reading Facebook groups and joining them :)

Omgomgomg it's like sometimes they really makes lotsa sense and I totally feel the same way and I just LOVE that feeling, It's like you're not alone and they're others who feel the same way you do :-)

For Example :

True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes.

Koped from http://likelicious.net/

Boy: Wanna hang out? Girl: ok Boy: What do you wanna do? Girl: I dunno what do you wanna do?*Boy thinks*: Fuck I don't care what we do I just wanna see you...

Koped from http://likefailed.com/p.php?p=1913

girl:"go to bed, you need sleep." boy: hah, your so cute, i dont need sleep, i need you :)"

This one AWWWW ;) Koped from http://likeit.likeitlikeit.com/

At a point in her life. she's gonna stop chasing you. and that's when you're realy gonna want her. but she wont be there.

Koped from http://likeit.likeitlikeit.com/

A hug from the right person can keep you glowing all day. :)

Koped from http://likeit.likeitlikeit.com/

The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have.

Koped from http://likeit.likeitlikeit.com/

There comes a time in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, & who always will. So don't worry about the people from your past, because there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Koped from http://likeornolike.net/p.php?p=323

NEVER give up on someone you cant go a day without thinking about

Koped from http://likeit.likeitlikeit.com/p.php?p=753

"ily" vs. "i love you"... just type it out, it makes a difference to her.

WHEN WE FIRST MET I HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA THAT YOU WOULD BE SO IMPORTANT TO ME

Koped from http://likeit.likeitlikeit.com/p.php?p=21267

AND LOADS MORE! THESE ARE MY FAVS HAHAHA.

K HAHA I'M TOO LAZY TO PUT MORE ALR :)

Gluck for the Chinese Test coming up !

Screw itttttt! I haven't started studying yet! Sigh. ):

Love

2010-08-17T18:35:00.001+08:00

FANS. IMY D':

www.fans-official-website.blogspot.com

Treasure every moment

2010-08-17T17:28:00.007+08:00

Heyheyhey Hello! <:

Hmm, today shall just be something I feel.

Wrote it down in my diary before te Exams and told myself I had to post this up after Exams.

Apparently I totally forgot about it. But. I'm doing it now anw hahah :)

ILOVEFAMILY.

11th May 2010

Yepp, I do.I just realised that I can't do without my family.My bigbig family. My relatives. Thank you guys for everything. Thanks for taking care of me, For now, I really want to spend more time with my Grandparents and stuffs. And this is because I have a weird feeling that I'm gonna miss them a whole lot if anything happens, somehow. I really don't wanna lose any loved ones. Therefore, I should treasure every second I spend with every SINGLE person I love out there. As for those I hate, I've realised that I don't hate them. I've begun to love them I guess, no point hating. (Okay actually I just realised I REALLY DON'T HATE ANYONE LOL.) Well, anyway, I just wanna thank everyone out there for anything they've done for me. I know sometimes I don't appreciate you guys and stuff and I'm insensitive(Peixuan!:X)

& Yupp, Just wanna apologise for that.

However, you guys are still the BESTEST! :B

Remember to come to me if you happen to have any problems and I'll lend a listening ear! I've come to realise that my family and friends are very important. (:

Friends: Whether you are close to me or not, you guys still make a BIG difference in my life. You lighten up my life.

Family: You guys are the best. You guys care for me and take care of me always.

I really can't do w/o you guys too. LOVELOVELOVE!

Crushed;

It really sucks when you're caught in the middle. I'm confused. Idk for sure why i'm feeling this way either. I don't know what to do.

But I do know, that i miss you.

Oh and my hamham GreedyPig went up to heaven on the 7th of Aug. ):

RIP ):

..Life sucks. & the worst thing is, Idk why. I just feel really dead and everything. :/

BUT ANYWAY

I LOVE LEEFEECEE. :D AND I CAN'T WAIT TILL NOV WHEN WE GO TO LYNNIE'S HOUSE AGAIN HEHEHE ;)

Love

WE COME IN PIECES

2010-08-13T17:08:00.001+08:00

Hi this is Al, Adrian and Jia Hui. We're taking over Fiona's blog for the next hr... so please be patient with us thanks :D PEACE OUT!

LALALA.

2010-08-04T21:47:00.005+08:00

Hi :) I just realised that my blog is reallyyyy boring and retarded and dead.

OHWELL.I HAVE NOTHING TO POST ABOUT )-:

Okay. I shall crap here.

HAI. MY NAME IS FEEOHNAH KOO. SORRY,I'M ALREADY MARRIED TO NATASHA JIANG HUI JUN AND ANGELA GOH HUI YI. MY GIRLFRIEND IS CANDY CHOO PX. HEE. I AM BISEXUAL. :O ( Noooo)

I HEART FANS,PSYCHOFAM,SEXIERSIX,LEEFEECEE,FIVENINEOHSEVEN AHSGG ETC.

KATYPERRY,JUSTINBIEBER,SHONTELLE,BY2,KESHA,CORRINNEMAY,FABERDRIVE,

30SECONDSTOMARS,FT.ISLAND!

I LIKE CHOCOLATES,CANDIES,ARTISTICSHOTS,MOVIES,FLOWERS,VINTAGESTUFF,

FOOD!! :D

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY... I LOVE...

YOU.THANKS FOR READING THIS STUPID POST, FOR THAT, ILY :D

♥/};

Ohyes, Katy Perry went onto Entertainment on 5! Watched it at 9 just now. She's like so hyper! which is good :-)

Argh, I just realised there's so many other things happening on the outside of my tiny little world. I may be sad, I may cry sometimes, but there are actually others who don't even get the chance to be able to cry or be sad. They don't have any choice. But, I do. Yet, Instead of being happy with what I have, I cry. :-( So once again, EVERYONE OUT THERE, CHEER UP AND SMILE :> Q, DON'T EMO ALR! :D Glad to see that you've stopped being sad because of all the commotion lately. :)

Excitedexcitedexcited for FERAIDAYYYYYY! :D

NDP PARADE + MUSICAL THAT JOJO INVITED US TO :)

Me and Lynnie's song:

:D SHONTELLE - IMPOSSIBLE

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Ps/ I like hypering and playing around with Lynnie at the field. Hyperness (Y)

OHOHOHOHOHOH

2010-08-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

That's my bro's hat :D Hee.

smiel

2010-07-28T18:51:00.014+08:00

:( Okay Idk where my HK pics have gone.
BUT I WILL FIND IT. :D
And I'm really too lazy to post my new house pics.
D: HAIZZZZ LAZY LAZY LAZY!

Random pictures :

RMB TO SMILE, ALWAYS :)

bangedmyheart.blogspot.com
Oh YEAH!!!! This reminds me of what my friend told me.
She told me that banged was actually another word for ___
and therefore my blog add was sick.
._. OMGGGGG . i actually had no idea ok!

I have no idea why I wrote this. Just came to my mind I guess.

Candy and Daryl. The water sprayed damn cool right!

I LOVE MY SISTERS :'-)

THIS IS SUPER YUMMZZZZ ! FROM HK!! ^^

OK BYEBYE :-) !

FINALLY

2010-07-27T20:11:00.007+08:00

Ok HAI EVERYONE :DDD
HEHE. Haven't been updating for a really loooooong time!
And my blog is really dead :x So yupp. Since I'm super free today( cus it's Tuesday = after Common Test) so I've decided to blogggggg!!!! ^^

OKAY WILL EDIT SOON BYE :D

/Edit
HEE, SORRY I had to polish my boots yesterday night so decided to continue the post today :)
kk, so.. real much has been happening lately..
Words definitely can't describe everything. :/
But anyway, this whole JULY, I had mixed feelings.
Mixed feelings of both happy and sad. Though mostly sad, but it's all over now :)
I'm glad I've managed to pull through those tough periods where all I did was just cry and cry and cry non stop. Through those days, I found out who were my true friends though.
And I ranted to them a lot. I realised that it felt a lot better after letting everything out.
It's really awesome to have friends who truly understand you and don't mind you pouring out your troubles to them.

Oh and, thanks S6 ♥ Thanks for trying to cheer me up with the Grasshopper Competition hahah. I love you guysssssssss. And of course, the Guidies.♥ And manymany more.
Haha, in case you still think I'm sad, I'm not! :D I'm perfectly well and happy. Other than the fact that my whole body is aching :( But yeah. haha.

Nowwww, I just hope the year will pass faster. Haiz, I'm just kinda tired.
During my hiatus period, I grew a Magic Bean. :D yay.
And yes I'm gonna spam pictures of it. :DDDDD

HOW TO GROW A MAGIC BEAN
YOU WILL NEED :

1. A MAGIC BEAN!

( Oh and I chose this one cus' the next Monday was a Common Test or smth )

2. WET COTTON WOOL.

3. A CUTE CUP TO GROW THE BEAN.

Ps/ I used a cup from eating some kindof jelly :D

THE MAGIC BEAN

DAY 1

The bean expanded a little :)

DAY 2

Bean stayed the same :(

DAY3

Then.. It started growing. (Y)

DAY 4

More growing..

DAY 5

It suddenly shot up :d

(Y)

DAY 6

DAY 7

Leaves appearing ..

DAY 8

Started tying it to a stick to make it straighter.

PROFESSIONAL RIGHT!!!! LOL

DAY 9

DAY 10

Will end this post here. Will start another post to post my HK pics and other crapp :D

2010-07-07T23:55:00.003+08:00

MORE PICTURES TO BE UPLOADED IN NEXT POST :)

Hong Kong, Macau, Youth Day, And some other random blah.

Will finally be un-lazy and arrange & upload all this!

LOVE

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Eclipse

2010-07-05T19:22:00.008+08:00

Aren't these cute?! ^^ The colours are so nice.
Hahah, I just randomly googled and found these so yupp.

YO (:
Just came back from E!Hub. Yupp, watched ECLIPSE!!!!
AHHHH. I THINK IT'S NICER THAN TWILIGHT AND NEW MOON.
AND JACOB IS SO HOT LUH. :B Bleh. Haizzzz, Breaking Dawn, faster come out :(

Haha, so anyway, today started with Natasha coming over to jog with me. Hahah.
Apparently, fail lah. Hey but we did do stretching. PROFFESIONAL ABIT :)
Anw, Cus' in the end we walked the whole way because i just ate finish my curry (which my grandmother cooked) so like, I couldn't run or anything and Natasha was like saying about those people who get the addenticitis(?) thing because they exercise before their food have finished digesting. :/

And that just freaked me out so I decided to just walk. : SORRY NATAA!!
hahah, cus' in the end we walked the whole way, other than some pauses when i said "OK, RUN!!" Then later i said "ZZ, CANNOT . :( I CAN FEEL THE CHICKEN CURRY BOUNCING IN MY STOMACH. HAHA."

Then Natasha started saying about how running up stairs could burn lots of calories. So we started doing tht, and then I decided to just watch Natasha cus'I was still freaked out about that A thing.

After like 5 mins, It was alr like quite late ( and we didn't even jog or anyth -_-) So yupp, we just strolled back to my house and were talking about mushy stuff like " Who is Natasha?"
"She is Fiona Koo's Best friend" Awwwww xD And hahah, just some other retarded stuffs like a pop quiz where if all 5 questions are answered wrong, the person will have to do 1 push up.
HAHAHA, WE WERE CRAPPING LIKE SIAO LAH. :) and apparently Natasha owes me 2 push ups and I owe her one x)

Oke so after tht we went to my house and bathed, prepared, etc. Left the house at 11.10am when we had to meet the others at 11am OMGOMGOMG :X
Met Perlyn, her sis, Jasmin, Candy, Julia.
WHYWHYWHY IS PERLYN ND HER SIS SO TALL.. ): ARGH. HAHA.

So, we were feeling like super guilty and stuffs but anyway it was too crowded in the end so they booked the later movie slot. :> After tht, we all went to eat New York New York. blah blah, watched Eclipse :) I like it. hahah. Ohyes, After tht, we went to take neoprints :)
So yupp, fun day overall. But, siian-ness too cus got M and the feeling of the next-day-is-going-to-be-school sucked.

Not looking forward to tmr in any way.. :(

Ps/Btw, when Jacob kissed Bella, I got the warm, sweet feeling. When Edward kissed Bella, I got the cold, sickly feeling. YAY JACOB (Y) HAHAHA RETARDED.

Lessthanthree, Fiona THERETARDEDELMO.

LESS THAN THREE

2010-07-03T19:39:00.006+08:00

Hai. I'm blogging today to rant!

I think it really sucks to have puberty :(

Especially for girls? Y know, Menses, blah, hormonal levels go high and stuffs -.-

And for meeeeeeeee... I GET PIMPLES D:

Siian ttm lah. ): I get dozens of pimples before my menses comes.

The only think good about it is that it's like a sign : "your menses is coming next week" or smth.

:( Haizzzzz! And in Wenxuan's case, her ___ get ___. Hhahaa! So yupp, Puberty sucks?

And sometimes, my pimples just go dead centre on my nose LOL LOL LOL.

IT'S LIKE I'M A DESCENDANT OF RUDOLPH. :/

You know..

And it's shiny.

HAHAHA.THAT'S ME

OK I'M FEELING DAMN RETARDED NOW LAH OKE :-) I DREW EYE BAGS :))

LOL.NVM. Btw, for some weird reason, people are injecting botox or smth to create eye bags.

I heard lah. But actl, can't they just sleep less? Lol. I'll give them mine!

Okay this post is downright retarded.

Can't wait for Monday!!!! ECLIPSE !!!! :-)

BTW, I LESSTHANTHREE YOU !!!! :))

LESS THAN THREE = < 3 =" ♥

2010-06-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hihi Life is sweet yeah :-) Btw, our new Geography and Science teacher are like awesomee ! :D They're like really funny, they are young and hyper, interesting, and retarded :-) ( which is good!) Hahah, our geog teacher is Mr B.T and his voice is like damn flexible then can change to indian accent etc lol lol lol. Damn retarded luh, me and Jaime keep laughing! Miss R.T damn funky :) She's a Chelsea fan :o haha, seems like noone in class supports Chelsea.. I can't wait for Mundayyyy! Watching Eclipse with loves! Tmr must go buy 1kg of red bean, 1kg of black bean, 1kg of green bean for the old folks home visit -_- Guides on Friday. Sigh. PT. :( PWNED.

2010-06-29T19:03:00.001+08:00

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I just need somebody to love

2010-06-29T17:38:00.004+08:00

Hi follow me on Twitter ! YAY

BASTARDS JUST DON'T QUITE UNDERSTAND

HELLOHELLO! (:

I know It's kindof ironic that I'm sad one minute, then happy the other.

I'm kindof over what happened yesterday anyway.

He's a guy who so do not deserve to be sad over. :)

Btw people, I'm sorry to say this but please please please stop asking me about him.

I've got enough of him and reallyreally wanna forget him. He's just an asshole who's so fake.

yeah. He's got a big hater. Me.

Anw, the reasons why I hate him is because he

is very irritating, possesive, clingy, demanding, wants everything his way, doesn't bother to understand things before coming to a conclusion, keep bugging others,

HE IS AN UNGENTLEMANLY BASTARD.

He wasn't before. In fact, I kindof admired him. But now, I finally realise that he is not who he was at all.

Then, I got sick of everything. HELLO, SO WHAT IF YOU UPDATE YOUR PMS TALKING ABOUT ME, ASKING ME TO COME ON? I WILL NEVER. Because I had already blocked you.

C'mon, you think you're so great.

I can't possibly be online everyday right ? Bastard.

I officially call him a C F :)

So yupp, please stop asking me about him anymore (: That's all to it and my last ever post about him cus' i'm never gonna talk to him ever again.

Will update about Mcau and HK soon !

BIEBERFEVER ! :O

Speechless

2010-06-28T22:16:00.004+08:00

(click to enlarge)

That's my friggin wallpaper for my lappy hahah!

But in the end... nothing gets done. :/

You,

I have really nothing to say.

Your reply was so wtf-ing stupid. Seriously, was I blind ?

Second thing. You're really really irritating and clingy.

And just gross. YOUR REPLY WAS SO WTF LA PLEASSE.

-.- Stop bugging my friends and just keep to your own life, You.

I friggin wanna throw that bear. omg. I hate you.

Life.

A student's life is wtf-ing boring. ):

I couldn't wake up for school today cus' i was procastinating at midnight ystd.

zzzzzzzzzz June holidays just buzzed past in a blink ;( I feel kinda guilty cus' I had been playing and playing and playing. Homework was so chionged last minute. Hahah.

Schooooooooooooollllllllllllllllll.Homeworkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Classsssssssssssessssss.CCAsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Siian.

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.

BTWBTWBTW I JUST REALISED THAT YOUTUBE IS THE BESTEST WEBSITE ON EARTH BECAUSE IT CHEERS ME UP IN SECONDS HAHAHA.

THIS VIDEO IS MAD RETARDED. BUT KINDA SADISTIC I MUST SAY :/

The Horribly Slow Murderer with the Extremely Inefficient Weapon

Btwwwww, Justin Bieber rules :) nigahiga too !

Fml.

2010-06-22T11:17:00.005+08:00

At Jumbo Seafood Restaurant because my mum had
this $50 off voucher when we spent $150 ._.

Cycling with Nat! Hahah, we look damn retarded with the
hats yes, because it was a super hot day so my parents
forced us. I LOOK RETARDED

The cheesecake Ally made. Auperb !

Shirlynn's out of the picture!

Pictures from 12/6/10..

I HATE ELEARNING.

Wtf, Geography one report still not enough , must put another Magadascar one.
Now how to find Magadascar resource books sia. __ Í'm flying tmr, and today's the only day I have to complete EVERYTHING. Elearning, Guides Toy Making Badge Thing.

FML & the school.

2010-06-19T17:15:00.001+08:00

Some voices are so angelic that they can touch the heart.

I wish I had an angelic voice, too.

Six Billion Secrets - FMS #76517

2010-06-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

Six Billion Secrets - FMS #76517

2010-06-16T22:25:00.011+08:00

Hey, What do you guys do when you're really bored ? ):

I'm watching Style by Jury nowww ! Nice show nice show! :D

Okay anyway I'm really really bored and I think the June Holidays is a killer cus' I have nothing to do but yet so much HW to do ):

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I want to learn how to play the guitar.

I want to meet up with S6.

I want to meet up with Shannonie.

I wantto go out with 509 or 609.

I want to play bowling with Hillary. Although I know I'll lose. :(

I want to go to Marina Barrage with Candy.

I want to go to farewell badlyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :(

I want a robot.

I want the robot to help me finish my homework.

I want the robot to help me pack my things for Macau.

I want to clear things up with you.

I want to cycle with Natasha again.

I want to have nice hair.

I want to be able to have something to do now.

I want to hug Ally.

k lah I shall just post some photos that i like from China Trip 8)

2010-06-16T00:09:00.005+08:00

HEYHO :)

I hate the June Holidays 'cus I'm really reallyyy bored but yet I have so much HW to do.

arghhhhh, there's like this really stupid Geography HW that we have to do -.-

Anw, THE KARATE KID IS AWESOMEE ! 8)

You should watch it ! Jaden Smith is like super cute ! (:

And the girl in the show is super pretty too ! :B I like oggling at pretty girls okay !

Kkkk gtg byebye !(:

2010-06-04T17:15:00.005+08:00

When life crashes you down,

2010-05-24T20:31:00.005+08:00

Hi life sucks ttm. ):

I really wish that all this did not happen.

It's so ironic, i hate myself ttm now.

I promised you I would be happy and stuffs, but,

I'm sorry cus' I've broken my promise to you.

I can't be happy - even if i try.

Things just start crashing into my way no matter how hard I try to block them from coming.

I've been afraid that this would happen, but, I still did it.

And I regret it. Alot.

Life sucks, but you don't know how much it sucks,

cus you're not me.

I really, really wish all this did not happen ): I'm reallyreally sorry and I regret it all.

Ohfuck, No matter how much I try to change our fate, it just doesn't work anymore.

I wanna cry. But I don't want to be so weak.

I wanna pick myself up this time, so much, but. I truly can't.

This time - it's really heartbreaking.

Just one more day to the China Trip - I'm really afraid I wouldn't be able to remain optimistic there. My thoughts will be filled with all these crap.

I really, really, need some comfort. Please, just anyone. D:

Argh, i wanna end this all right nowwww, but i'll be disappointing so many others.

I don't live this life only for myself.

I'm sorry : I broke my promise.

I wish I could be Go Mi Nam from 'You're beautiful'. ):

She's like super pretty and cute, and so lucky :>

LHK, i wish i could meet you in real life :> And perhaps, you could cheer me up. HAHA.

Whatever, vivid imagination i knowwwww

Sigh sigh sigh , people. Any suggestions on how I can cheer up like real fast ? ):

Ice cream ? :) Sigh.

Edit/ Okay, i guess I've found the perfect solution, shall distract myself with the hawt people of A.N.JELL !

Lalalala, who's the hottest ?

And who's the cutest ? :3

.....

...

IS IT???

JANG GUEN SUK ?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LEE HONG KI ?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

JUNG YONG HWA?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

PARK SHIN HYE AKA GO MI NAM?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HEY WAIT ! THERE'S STILL ONE MORE CANDIDATE.. :>

IT'S ...

PIGRABBIT ! :B LOVEITLOADS AHHHHH IT'S DAMN CUTE !

I WANT ONE !!!! :)

Okay, personally, i think Lee Hong Ki is the cutest, Jang Guen Suk's the hottest, Jung Yong Hwa's the most gentlemanly-est, and Go Mi Nam's the prettiest ! :> Hahah.
AND THE PIG-RABBIT IS... ERM, CUTE TOO :)

Okay apparently, __ just GaveMeHope. :)

2010-05-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hi i love Lee Hong Ki from FT Island ! :D

He has great vocals :> , and he's really cute !

You're Beautiful is a really superbbbb showwww

Ps/ It's 12.39am now :DD

2010-05-22T23:05:00.005+08:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO :>

HILLARY LIM.

I LIKE YOU OKAY , THIS IS MY CONFESSION ZOMG :X

YUPP, PLEASE BE MY LOVER HAHAHA (LATER ELIZA ANGRY ;X)

KK NVM.

Anw, i just really really wanna thank you, for everything you're done.

For US.

US ? Us spells many things. Sexier 6, 2E, 1D, Sexy 4 , 1D+PX , G1EM, etc.

Yupp, you've brought light to my life, and to many others' lives.

You've brought happiness to my life. You're a very unique friend, and I can never find someone who is like you, well, maybe Julia if I'm talking about physique :> But yupp, thanks much for everything. For diaoing me (HAHA), teasing me, singing with me, laughing with me about (sherw*n), doing the monkey dance, and much much much more.

I've known you for a year now, and I guess, from that day we talked through Julia, we clicked. RIGHT ??? HAHAH, because you had a totally different character from me. And I was really touched when you told me you loved me for my retardedness not long ago xD

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE TO SING HEAD AND SHOULDERS WITH ME :>

And laughing at the stupid things I say eg : JACUZZA, STATUS AND DEDENG :D

RMB OUR BOWLING AND JACUZZA DATE :B IT'S GONNA BE HAWT.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.

FINE, I SHALL ACKNOWLEDGE YOU AS A TALL PERSON AT LEAST FOR THIS WEEK.:)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, TALL PERSON :>

Love,

Fiona.

Back from a not so wonderland.

2010-05-14T18:53:00.014+08:00

Hello Everone.

I've revived ! :> and shall return to my blogging days.

I know I am a sucky blogger and what I blog about don't interest people at all - yupp.

But nvm. Btw, I love life again.

During Exams

It was stressful and tiring for me. Relaxed myself by watching Xiao Niang Re (again) at 5.30 and BAI QUAN NU WANG at 10pm !!!! Yupp, I was revising then decided to on the TV and i got to know of this awesum showwwww ! And I told myself I MUST watch this drama after exams and chiong episodes. yeahhhhh :)

After Exams

Yupp, It's finally the end offffff - Mid Year Examinations 2010.

Hmmm, I found that MYEs was quite okay, and some papers were hard. :| Just hope everything turns out fine. And , now that exams are over, it's much more convenient for me to do stuff.

Like Cleaning my hamster cage and buying treats for them. Havent got any time to do these for like a super super long time and I really really feel guilty cus' of the exams. Sooo, I've decided to buy them more treats :> Grasshoppers o.o ?

And I've noticed that before the end of exams, I was really excited and stuffs and was practically thinking of the many stuffs that I could do during the examinations. But now that exams are over, I CAN'T FIND ANYTHING TO DO.

I seriously feel like studying again -.- It's like I'm so used to studying that It's a usual routine.-.-

k anyway, today after school, went with Hillary, Eliza and Cherie. Halfway walking down hill, I suddenly remembered that I had to meet Miss Lim for the China Trip thing. Then we went back to school, called the staffroom number, took really long. After that we went to MRT to meet Daryl and KW alr. BUT THE THING WAS, WHERE WAS GARY???!!

Yup, he was 'lost' and we couldn't contact him cus of some reasons.But anyway he turned out to be reaching TM only after a long time. Then we had to wait for him and stuff. But anyway, he came. ahah.

Then he reached finally, went to eat Long Johns. Chee started talking about how she got scammed there the last time HAHA. Then we did the painting thingy outside popular. HAHA AND ELIZA AND CHEE'S HELLO KITTY WAS DAMN RETARDED. And I pwned Daryl in TapTap :P

Okay anyway after that we went T1 to look for presents and stuffs, ran into Vinod and his friends, they were saying like 'hi vinod' on the escalator cus I was like at the other side of the escalator beside them then I was like, ' vinod?' then i turned and saw Vinod. hahaha. His friends are funnaye. After that,headed to EHuB.

Bowling, Neoprints, etc. It was awesum :> And Joanne kept spraying foam on me. But I shall forgive her cus' she lent me her comfy jacket :D IT'S STRIPY :DDD

Really, really tired.

I'm going to catch up on everything I've missed out on the Internet :)

AND WATCH BAI QUAN NU WANG !! MUST!

Oh and Zhiwei is officially my best friend lol. Just because i liked his fb status . Retarded, yes.

Going out with Wenxuan and Chihui tmr, Plaza Sing with Julia, Becky and maybe Natasha on Sunday. WAHAHAA! And I really wanna go out with Shannonie soon ! :B (FANS OUTING), really have many many people that i wanna go out with. LYNNIE, Jasmin+CO,Perlyn & Youxuan ( my parents ) , much much more. hahaahaaaa.

CANT WAIT FOR CHINA TRIP LAH OKE.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY STACY & HONGTU! :D

Ps/Singing Forever by Chris Brown with Lynnie Cheong is major fun ! :> HAHA, cus we're retarded :DD

kk enough of my ranblogging,

Fiona

HEY WAIT.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

IT'S FRIGGIN END OF EXAMS !!!!!!!!!! OK BYE.

2010-04-19T20:23:00.002+08:00

Fiona died on 19th April 2010.

No particular title

2010-04-13T18:54:00.006+08:00

If you wanna cry, Cry on my shoulder.

I wish I was special. And that I had some kind of special talent. Like Justin Bieber. He’s just like a teenager just like all of us, but what are WE doing and what is HE doing now ? I’m friggin still studying now, while him.. He’s so successful.

Sigh. The world is unfair. But I shall trust in the lord. Life is really a gift from him. I should really treasure it. I thank him for giving me such surprises each day , and friends and family by my side. Thanks, for dying on the cross, for us - Such selfish human beings.

Live like we're dying,

2010-04-13T16:53:00.010+08:00

Hello I'm back.

Oke, I know I didn't continue with that post :o

I'm just too lazy.. Lol.

Kk I shall upload te pics taken at Ferraria Park && some other random pics.

Just have friggin a lot of pix to upload.

Ferraria Park. Perfect.

I like this design. It's like so resort-ishhhh.

Guess who ?

Okay haha i totally seem like I'm trying to advertise for Ferraria or smth -.-

But the condo's really really nice ! :D

RANDOMSXZ:

From my Cousin's house Balcony

Credits to my brother.

Me and a weird strawberry.

The whole wonderful bowl of ém.

:D

é weird strawberry.

(Y)

Today.. I got my Science Paper back ): What I feared had came true. I'm really deproving. Sigh Sigh Sigh. Just hope this doesn't continue . Wish me luck people !
Shall not rant about how disappointed I am here.
Enrolment tomorrow, Hand Over on Friday. I WILL MISS TE SEC4S ! ): V V V V V MUCH.

Gbye !

live like we're dying

2010-04-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

hello people !
haha I know my last post was kindof emo and stuffs so today I've decided to blog about happy stuffs ! and thank you to the people who tried to cheer me up :D love you guys !

Saturday :
1. went for tuition in the morning as usual, then went over to my cousin's house.yep,it's sherilyn, my retarded twin cousin :D
2. we went over to ferarria park to c c . v nice., took loadddddssss of weird pictures inclding them playing on the swing but ohwell. im using phone to post hahah.
3. where is the love?
it was booommmmszxczc

to be continued

2010-04-09T23:22:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone.

I em sed too dae. )':

I've really got to buck up, for my studies.

Term 2. I'm deproving ._.

Mid-Years coming, I'm not at all ready for any exams,

especially Mathematics. I don't fucking understand algebraic fractions and how it works.

Okay actually I do, But for some weird reason I don't know, my answer always turns out to be wrong. Don't ask me why, I'm just plain stupid. Urgh.

): I reallyreally have to buck up this time, no more slacking and playing around FEEOHNAHKOO.

I guess I've got to practice more for my Maths alr..

Rantsxzsxzsxz!

):): LIKE WTF, WTH DOES (a+b+c+d+e) HAVE TO DO WITH ME??

I'LL NEVER BE A MATHEMATICIAN NEXT TIME CAUSE I HATE MATHS.

Andand, My Maths was really quite good last term, and i could really do the tests with almost no effort at all, and I knew how to do almost every question. The recent Maths Test just friggin' pulled my self-esteem down by a hell lot. I didn't do the test like how i did last time, I did not know how to do about 3-4 questions, lost at least 6 marks. Damn disappointed in myself.

And I was the only one who thought that the Paper was hard. The rest I asked felt that it was okay or easy. ):

Sigh, I'm reallyreally disappointed with myself this time, I can actually do better.

Why did I think i was really PRO in Maths when I actually ain't ? I was too confident of myself.

Now, the only way that I can prove myself to my parents that I can actually do it, is if i get good results for my English Compre Test next week.

my english ain't too good too, gotta practice.

And, I'm damn pissed with the scar on my nose.

It just refuses to go away and leave my nose alone );

It has been on my nose for a while now. Actually, It was a pimple. Then i got rid of it.

And the scar formed. And now my nose is disfigured. LOL. Okay wtv.

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9 Apr 10, 08:47 PM

Mingyee: YAA!!! Got one person also added me on msn, HAHAHA, talked about some stupid stuff, and also thought Im a guy, scammer LOL
OMG LOL WHY EVERYBODY ALSO TIO THIS STUPID THING ?!

8 Apr 10, 08:11 PM

angelaa: ah fionaaa((:hahhaha, ur sick new friend
WHATEVERRRRR, I DELETED & BLOCKED HER

7 Apr 10, 08:41 PM

CANDY: swoooons

7 Apr 10, 08:41 PM

CANDY: looooove jesse mccartney

7 Apr 10, 08:41 PM

CANDY: That guy looks like jesse mccartney
o.o hahah yeah coming to think of it, he does. :D Swoooons ? Random much.

7 Apr 10, 04:45 PM

Mingyee: Hello! Nice skin
Thanks ! :D :D

7 Apr 10, 01:09 PM

Joanne: HAHAHA YES OF COURSE I DO CARE FOR YOU HELLO. hows the lenses huh girllllllllll ?
(: YAY!! AND I LOST IT D: Sighhhhhhh- Friggin unlucky.

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DISAPPOINTED IN NO ONE BUT MYSELF.

Quit playing games with my heart

2010-04-08T17:45:00.010+08:00

All of these pics taken with Ally's fun webcam.(: Koped from Fb.

I suck at playing the guitar.

Hi I am friggin disgusted nowww.

This guy/girl/gay/lesbian/ idk person added me on MSN,

and talked to me about her panties, like wtf ??

She was like,

' Hey, what colour underwear should i wear today? Your favourite colour?'

my reply was ' HOT PINK and BLUE POLKA DOTS. SEXY. -.-'

And she was like ' i shall reward you, anything that i can do for you?

And obviously she's talking about sexual stuffs luh.

She kept asking me to webcam with her, she thought i was a guy.

And i kept insisting that i was FEMALE & NOT LESBIAN, and she said I'm lying.

Whatever ?

Wonder where this bot got my email from.

k anyway today wasn't a v good day for me.):

Maths Test, I screwed it up.

Lost at least 6 marks.

Like super super disappointed in myself D:

It was probably like the first paper that i really think I'm gonna do really badly for.

Hopefully I'm just being paranoid. :/ Siianz.

Don't wanna fail Maths. I HATE ALGEBRAIC FRACTIONS

OH AND I HATE PHYSICS LOTS.

Anyone agrees with me ?

It's like Maths + Science can. Double kill.

I guess I'll hafta work hard for Mid-Years, I think I'm deproving D:

I think I'm gonna fail Chinese too, the new Chinese teacher sucks.

Write on hand also scold. Speak like a mouse.

Okay so apparently , i hate school again. Life's going downhill. again.

Fock.

i'm missing someone.

Ps/ I really hate it when that time of the month comes, it means more pimples.

And i have a scar on my nose now because of that pimple. sigh ):

I'm never gonna say goodbye

2010-04-06T19:55:00.009+08:00

I love westlife.

Always, forever.

Though these songs are old, they're never forgotten :D

These songs, they're so much better than the songs now.
The songs now are just crap.

These are so much more meaningful + nice !

Their songs just easily make me cry.
idk why, but, they're just really meaningful .
And remembering the times when i was young and i always used to listen to them :)
UPTOWN GIRL !! I LOVE THIS SONG

Oh, and i used to be a really really huge fan of Backstreet Boys in primary school.

Like in P3 or smth ? And i would always play their songs.

And i remember.. i liked this guy from Backstreet Boys..

And whenever i saw his face in the brochure in the CD ,i would seriously like stare at it and was kindof waiting for the day where i could meet him or something ..

omg. I was really in love with him wth. PRIMARY 3.

I still remember.. i would always sing to the song cus' the brochure in the CD album have all the lyrics inside :)

And at times.. i would dance. -__-

Gosh, i miss those times. Carefree, Happeeee. :D

More info about them : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Backstreet_Boys

Kevin left the group. ):

And.... Nick Carter. He's the guy i liked the most .

He looked like this (on top) in the brochure, and i was infatuated with him . WTH right.

Even i can't believe it myself. But he was very handsome last time lah ( or maybe just in the brochure) !

This picture was when he was younger btw.

Now. I preferred his do last time :| cuter!

Hahah, okay sorry for spamming videos and stuffs, really bored , starting to look for the music i used to like :}

♥

2010-04-06T18:31:00.007+08:00

HI I AM VERY VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY :-)

AND I JUST REALISED THAT @Joanne Heng ACTUALLY CARES FOR ME.

I MEAN .. YEAH. :P

OH AND ME AND NATA FOUND OUT THAT WE WERE REALLY zhi tong dao he FRIENDS TODAY !!! zhi tong dao he = share the same ideals and beliefs. eg. interests ?

AND GUESS WHAT OUR INTEREST WAS

THE TOILET !! HAHA. AND WE TOTALLY FELT LIKE EATING CHOCOLATE BEANCURD AND WE BOTH HAD THE SUDDEN URGE TO BAKE AT THE SAME TIME ! YEAH!

Oh and i wished i could take photos using my eyes whenever i wanted them to lor !

IT'S SUPER COOLLLLLL

AND THERE ARE JUST SOME REALLY BEAUTIFUL/EPIC/RETARDED SCENES THAT WE COME ACROSS IN LIFE, BUT WE DO NOT MANAGE TO TAKE PHOTOS OF IT IN TIME !!!

ISN'T THAT IRRITATING ! HAHA. D: I WISH THERE WOULD BE CAMERA LENSES..

Oh and speaking of lenses,

I dropped my contact lens in school today. It was resting peacefully on my finger when the wind came and blew it away -___-

So yeah. That was the only bad thing about today.

OH AND I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND NATASHA JIANG 8)

HAHAHA WE WERE KINDOF HYPER TODAY IN THE BUS AND IN 7ELEVEN HAHA!

& WE FOUND OUT WE SMSED EACH OTHER A LOT LOL.

Oh and i spent $2.50 on really little gummies ):

Haizzzzz, okay shall not elaborate :/

OH AND YESTERDAY .. AFTER I CAME HOME FROM GUIDES,

I WAS LIKE REALLY TIRED.

SO I KINDOF JUST SLACKED AROUND AND STUFFS,

THEN WHEN IT WAS TIME TO STUDY,

I WENT TO IVAN'S ROOM.

WHERE THE COMFY BED WITH THE NICE PILLOWS WERE.

Guess what happened.

This is the convo between me and my brother when i lied down on the bed.

Me: Ivan, should i sleep or study ?
Ivan: Study.
Me: Huhh..
Ivan: Okay, sleep.
Me: Orhh..Okay.. YAY :D
* after 3 seconds *
Me: Ivan.. should i sleep or study ????
Ivan: Study.
Me: Huhhhhhhhh..
Ivan: Okay, sleep !!
Me: haha.. okay....
* after 3 seconds *
Me: IVAN SHOULD I SLEEP OR STUDY ??
Ivan: SLEEP LA
Me: haha.. okay..
*after _seconds*
Me: But.. tomorrow got test eh !
Ivan: Then study !
Me: But the bed is sucking me in.. It doesn't want me to go and study AHHHH
Ivan: AIYA THEN YOU SLEEP LA. Tmr wake up at 5am to study loh !
Me: Oh OK! :D :D
*goes to sleep*

Next Morning..

I didnt wake up at 5am. Nor did i study.

GG.

BLAME THE BED WHICH WAS SUCKING ME IN OK !!!

♥ LMB.

i caught you staring at me today,and you caught me staring back

2010-04-04T21:30:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone should i lock my blog ?

and yes im changing my blogskin again. :}

i hate being lonely.

2010-04-04T19:29:00.007+08:00

Hi i wanna go out ! ):

&I'm tired of looking at Chinese words. ahhhhhh.

Shall break for.. the rest of the day :)

/edit

I wish i was cooler. HAHA . and.. to have a friend who really cares, listens, talks with me like there is no tomorrow,

shares with each other our secrets, talk to each other about our problems and simply.,

just love each other for who we are :)

hmmm, i really need someone to talk with me. ): I feel lonely.

I'll leave all this to fate :) We'll meet each other one day, right ?

I need someone who truly cares.

Ps/ Betcha didn't know i have Tumblr :D

www.bangedmyheart.tumblr.com

I'm hurting my body again. :/

We are the children

2010-04-02T13:53:00.001+08:00

April Fools'

2010-04-01T17:29:00.013+08:00

Helllooooooo,
I'm back again ! Yayy. Hahah i don't think i'll be posting too often after this post,
got loads of tests to study for. ): Actually, not really. But Chinese Tests = 5 tests into one HAHA.
Cus need to study a lot of stuffs D: Damn siian one. Sigh.
Oh yeah, today was April Fool's :D Hahah, i got pranked by a few people. roarrrrrrrr.
And i pranked some people too ! But most of them didnt fall for my prank.
Was supposed to switch classes with another class,
but in the end never cus'our clas had PE and ART in the morning D:
Oh and haha, me and Lynn were dragged to 2A by Rebecca and Joanne !
It was kinda awkward when i saw the teacher and class looking at us so i ran out haha.

Oh and me and LynnieCheong had PMS today D: wtf wtf wtf.
We didnt realise it at first, but anyway we were feeling super siian+ bored + restless & moody.
Then Cherie was like 'you guys have PMS uh ?' then we were like, OMG should be !!!
IT'S SO COOL I DIDNT EVEN REALISE IT CAN hahahahaa

Anyway, Science Lab was fun ! I was like super Hyper and stuffs, and singing 'Head and Shoulders, Knees and Toes, Knees and Toes, Head and Shoulders, Knees and Toes, Knees and Toes, and Eye and Ear and Mouth and Nose, Head and Shoulders, Knees and Toes, Knees and toes !' with the actions. teeeheeee :B okay i know i'm friggin boliao and lame to type the whole song out here but nvm.
haha, so i was like doing the actions with it and Youxuan was helping me sing the song really fast!
And Perlyn and Hillary were totally laughing like siao :o hahahahaha ! Oh and i had a laughing match with Youxuan, AND I LOST TERRIBLY D: I can't Not-Laugh when i see people's faces. Seriously.
k anw, me and Angela Goh were playing ' Can you be serious?' HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY.
K ANW WE WERE BORING OF IT SO WE DIDNT PLAY ANYMORE HAHA.
After School today, went to buy Cherie's hamhams with her cousin :B
Hahaha, her hamhams so cute ! But total everything is $82+ ! ex ex ex .
The cage is nice (: I chose it you know. haha okay not really :/

Today, is the last day He Lao Shi is going to teach us D:
But anyway, we gave her a present as a class and took loads of pix with her :D
I love her luh. Siiansz.z.s.zz.z..z.sada.c,.fas. she going alr D: D:
K PICTURES FOR YOU GUYS TO KOPE !

hahah.

2PERSEVERANCE '10 !

Underwater.

CHERIE SO CUTE! x)

LYNNIE AND HELULU (Y)
Ps/ WE TOOK LIKE 1/4 OF CHINESE CLASS TO TAKE PIX AND STUFFS YAY !

HELULU ME CANDY :D

Candy and her stripy jacket :3

Epic faces !

Angela. EPIC.IT WAS BECAUSE HER CHEEK WAS ICHY LOL.

LEEFEECEE ONCE AGAIN

I SHOW YOU THE FINGERRRRRRRR.

JAIMEMEMEMEMEME

CHEREEEYYYY.

Good Friday tomorrowwww ! YAY IM GOING OUT WITH GUIDIES :D
HEY, BTW .. I CUT MY HAIR LIKE REALLY REALLY SHORT. ):
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HAPPY APRIL FOOLS'! OKAY IM BEING LAME BYE.

Joke of the week : MAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMIA !

Ps/ It feels like a Friday Night, and tmr's gonna be a Saturday.

nobody dies a virgin, cus' life fucks us all.

2010-03-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

beautyisgod:

“Our whole life is but a greater and longer childhood”

—Benjamin Franklin

I'll believe.

IM BACK FROM WONDERLAND

2010-03-30T18:31:00.007+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE 8)

Yes, I'm finally back from Wonderland. Well, not exactly.

Was busy this few days.. Ohyes, Saturday's CIP Program was boringggg.):

Haiizzzz, me and Candy were totally outcasted and grouped in a different Group.

All the others were like together, we only had each other. But nvm, there were cute Sec1s in our Group hahahah. :D The NCC guys were very nice ! They shared with us their potato chips. loooool :B

Kay, anyway after The Program is was supposed to be like the Party.. But it seemed v boring so didnt go for it. Then we went to a nearby playground to slack ! :P

Hahah.. the guys actually wanted to go to the Beach, and i actually wanted too cus' Changi Beach and Pasir Ris Beach are both near my house :D teeheee, but anyway we didnt go.

Jessie's mum fetched me home at 9.30 after we gossiped and talked.(Y)

Kay, this week.. hasn't really been very happening but the Science Test was hard ):

I think i'm gonna fail it. Sighhh. Shouldn't have chatted with Hillary and Daryl last night LOL.

Staying back tomorrow to do Farewell Proposal for Guides ):

Really sad Handover's coming.. It's like so fast. I'm really gonna miss our dear seniors !

Hope i control my emotions and force myself not to cry on Handover Day. -___-

OH YESSSSSS, I GOT MY LG JOY !!!!!! WHEEEEEEE ~

HAHA I remember i complained to some of you guys when my mum broke her promise of giving me this phone. Well, i guessss...

She didn't break her promise afterall :D

:D yay. i love my mum . hahah.

oh and this minnie mouse was given by yeye and yongsen !

:) thanks teeeeheeee i luv it alot. But it's nose is dang sharp luh !

make me feel so zibei.

Ps/ Shannon , see the Mushabelly behind ? I still keep it eh. So nice right :) But apparently it's spoilt and keeps making the chattering noise now by it's own -___-

yayyyyyy :D

Kaysxzsxzsxz i'm bored D:

Hope more fun stuff happen in school. ^^

I'm going to go with my heart

2010-03-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

HI I JUST WANNA SAY I HEART VINOD SEGAR !!

CUS HE'S VERY NICE AND HE GIVES ME A LOT OF ADVICE AND STUFFS.

THANKS LOADS FOR EVERYTHING :D

Ps/ I promiseeee, next post will be good.

:D

2010-03-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

SUPER RETARDED ~!!!!!!

running from you

2010-03-19T21:41:00.005+08:00

THIS MARCH HOLIDAYS..

I HAVE :

1.MADE NEW FRIENDS.

2.GOT TO KNOW MORE CCHMS PEOPLE (LOL)

3.DID MY HOMEWORK.

5.DID CLAY MAKING.

5.WENT OUT TO DO MY PROJECTS.

6.WATCHED MOVIES.

7.WENT BACK TO SCHOOL.

8.FOUND OUT ABOUT SOME REALLY FUNNY STUFF AND LAUGHED LIKE SIAO.

9.FAILED MY MATHS TEST.

10.TRIED TO STUDY MATHS BUT ALWAYS GET DISTRACTED.

11. Realised I'm very short. D:

1. MADE NEW FRIENDS.

YAY :D

2. GOT TO KNOW MORE CCHMS PEOPLE (LOL)

HAHA, yepp. And i was thinking like if i ever did transfer to CCHMS at least i would know some people HA HA HA.

3. DID MY HOMEWORK.

:D DID FINISH ON SUNDAY OKE ! guaii right.

4. DID CLAY MAKING.
Yepp and i made a watermelon :D

5. WENT OUT TO DO MY PROJECTS.

yepp, project after project. HomeEc was fun ! and the patty was nice (Y)

6. WATCHED MOVIES.

:D Alice In Wonderland. But it wasn't that Awesome after all. :/

7. WENT BACK TO SCHOOL.

For CCA :) and it was fun. Jeanne's cake was niceeee :D After CCA- lunch with the usual peeps x)

8. FOUND OUT ABOUT SOME REALLY FUNNY STUFF AND LAUGHED LIKE SIAO.

:D Shant Tell. But i hadn't laughed that much since a loooooong time. after i found out about it i immediately called Hillary and was seriously shouting into the phone. Haha !

9. FAILED MY MATHS TEST.

D: 2/5 for the Heymath Test ): wtf luh. super hard.

10. TRIED TO STUDY MATHS BUT ALWAYS GET DISTRACTED.

): Yepppppp. I keep telling myself im going to study for my Maths Test but once i look at the Computer Screen... TAADAAA.

11. Realised I'm very short. D:

I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. But i'm taller than Hillary :D

I am a pro at being distracted. -.-

I seriously need to go out to study.

okay so this March Holidays passed like in a blink of an eye.

I didn't exactly accomplish anything luh, but atleast i finished my homework :)

and i made new friends. (Y)

oh and i just realised i get really really hyper at night , and yesterday i was like on Facebook and completely going crazy, like adding random peepos and then say "HI THANKS FOR ACCEPTING HAHAHA YAY" so yeah. I think im going sot-sot alr.

Well, AHS is really super sucky luh, wth. i guess...

"The grass always looks greener on the other side."

quoted from Huang Lao Shi when i complained about how bad i wanted to transfer to CCHMS last year. I shall try to appreciate Anglican High. Im only staying there because i wont bear to leave my friends there. duh. ):

BYE

FIONA

Moving on.

2010-03-18T19:33:00.014+08:00

Yaw.

I guess life isn't as easy as we all thought it would be.

And we can't exactly control it. It's not how we want it to be.

So we should all just accept the truth and move on.

I guess... life is like a game.

You either win it over, and get a successful job, get married happily etc etc.

But you can also lose to it. You give up. You end your life.

Just like ending a game when you know you're gonna lose.

You decide not to persevere through cus' you just can't take it anymore.

I hope i win this game over. It ain't gonna be easy, but yeah.

Frankly speaking, I really hope the world ends in 2012.

That's when i can escape reality and just.... die.

Forgetting about all my troubles and woes.

Living another minute of this life just makes me more miserable.

I don't think this is going to work.

Can i just end this now . But how ?

I'm scared. That it will cause more people to be hurt.

I really don't know what to do when you're sad. And when you break down.

It hurts me to see that. Cus' i can't do anything to help.

So far, that's the worst feeling i have ever experienced..

i'm having that weird feeling again. ugh.

Do you remember ?

2010-03-17T19:38:00.006+08:00

Hi. okay went jamming at Joel's house today wheeeohwheeet :-)

It was fun, but a pity we couldn't take more pictures..

WAHAHA i luv my webcam ! Very fun to camwhore with. hahahh

Ps/ i think Alcalvie is quite retarded too :-)

AND YAY TAOPOK CHERIE ON MONDAY BBY !

PPs/ Can't wait for tmr ! Yati Jocelyn cooking for us ! x)

PPPs/ :| Lady Gaga's Paparazzi music video is really.. omg. But the song is nice. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2smz_1L2_0&feature=PlayList&p=079ABFD94131C2EF

Yayzers.

2010-03-15T14:00:00.005+08:00

Hey Everybody :-)
Just here to wish three very special people
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

14th March :

ALLY TAN SJ ♥

Love you loads :D Your party was real fun on Saturday, hahas.

I loved playing with the webcam especially ! A pity i couldn't eat the cake, and smash the cream on your face ): But nvm. the fishcakes were good too. HAHA.

Okay anyway, we went through like a lot of stuff together, laughed, quarelled, cried together.

Friends Forever oke (-:

(-: HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY.

15th March :

SHIRLYNN NGOH JH♥

Hahaha Shirlynn ! I love you too my laughing partner :D Just to let you know, i koped these pictures from your Facebook (Y) wahaha. Siian loh, i just realized i did not take any pictures with you. Sigh. :o Anyway, stay happy and keep laughing my dear.

18th March :

DADDY ♥

YAYYYYYY I HAVE A PICTURE WITH YOU !!!! :-) Siian, i dunno where the act cute one went to... that one's friggin cute luh :D :D Anyway, i love you dad. Thanks for everything !!

Stay young at heart dadu. (lol)

Okay haha.. going to watch Alice In Wonderland later with Ally, Jessie, Julia and Natasha :)

Bye peepos !

God works in wondrous ways.

2010-03-12T20:27:00.004+08:00

You just have to believe. :-)
Nothing is impossible.

Fed Up

2010-03-08T21:04:00.004+08:00

Ps. Stop pretending. I've got enough.

ooooollaaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2010-03-07T19:22:00.003+08:00

i love leefeecee :D

okay anyway,

went Lynnie's house today yeah baby yeah.

Supposed to do Elit thing but apparently..

we started searching for like burnt paper and stuffs, but for some weird weird reason,

we suddenly got distracted and went around her house looking at her pretty stuffs.

Then, we went into her parents' room (super nice) and sang birthday song for her dad.

And i took a pic of her family for them :D LOL.

Okay the we went back to her room and started listening to taylor swift songs and later singing karaoke version. and there was this song what " so jealous.. looked like an angel.." they keep singing it.. and know it's still playing in my head ):

okay then we started blog-hopping and reading love stories and stalking chio and shuaii ppl.

and then.... we started becoming v. naughty..

* censored *

okay then after about 2 hours or so of doing that,

we went home !!

:D YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY AND TOO BAD FOR YOU, CENSORED PART IS THE MOST FUN PART AND INTERESTING PART ! WAHAHAAA.

Okay PICTURE SPAM !

omg i feel so ugly in between two chiobus o.o

Hahaha okay im done.

I'm feeling kindof feverish right now ._.

sigh. Excited to go to school more nowadays..

Things are getting more fun and interesting , not like start of year hahah :D

OH LASTLY...,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SHIRLYNN NGOH ! :)

ps/ Note : Censored part is not any horny thing or whatsover ok !

sexier than you

2010-03-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

SEXIER SIX. IS BACK ! :D
and because Hongtu refuses to join in,
we're adding in another person !
yay ! He's called Al i think.. according to Joel.

... stay tuned.
www.sexier-six.blogspot.com
(i'm nervous to perform!)

not gonna write you a love song

2010-03-02T18:23:00.008+08:00

♥
Dear reader,
don't you just love it when there are no tests the next day,
and you are free ? well, at least for the moment.
You come home, on the comp, eat your Bakerzin cake and drink your coke :D

then you on your air-con ( screw you hot whether.) and go to sleep :P

Love,F iona.

Haha, yepp i did all of the above.

Wish i could do that everyday k. &BAKERZIN CAKES ARE YUMZZZZ !

Just came back from the NE ambassador thing ... -.-

Anyway, main reason for this post is ..

I LOVE TODAY :D

'cus they're no tests to study for, but tmr i've gotta mug :B

Oh and, do you know that January is the hottest month in 100 years ?

And it was 35degrees last night. Whatefock.

i was literally sweating as i went to sleep.

ahwell. I hope the whether changes for the better.

Good weathers = Good moods.

Okay im actually kindof bored nowwwww.

Shall go and do my maths homework later.

Okay just some random pictures before i go lah. So boring this post.

Finally a picture of us with Hongtutu !!

Hongtu never smile D: ...

Yay :B So much better.

And we practically forced him to take pictures with us.

He was studying his Science guaii-ly.

There are loads more, but all seem to be failures. Blur, idk what we doing,

weird hand movements ( eg. hillary above) but i guess these two are better o.o

Me and Jinning on Sunday ! ( Went Eliza's to practice Dance moves for CIP thing.

And DANCE IS SO NOT MY THING LAH K. I suck at it. Yes, i know :P Hahah.)

Idk whose extra fingers are those.

taken on Friday after Guides.

BAKERZIN cheese cakeeeeeee! It's called " new york Cheesecake" .. Lol.

anyway it's super yumzsxzsxzsxz. And matched with coke , Omg.

It was totally heaven for that few minutes can :)

Someone buy me a Bakerzin cake for my birthday :-D pretty please with a cherry on top !!

Haha. Okay i sense another sore throat coming..

shithole. ( haha Lynn Ee's is shitass) i was thinking i shouldn't use shitass too much :P

Anyway, Goodluck ppl for the Dancing shithole thing.

Yes, i know it sucks and we still have 3 more songs to practice for,

but let's just hope for the best ^^

:D :D :D GOGOGOGOGOGOGOOGGOOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOREKGOPKSGUVvdl/M s,.qenbrdhsglvqwk,mn oihgirksmf ,mvkejgfdslv,.smv WAEOLknMV;,mnswaBvmn,.mnb efemHGKerjbm,/.

hahahhahahahahahahaha okay apparently i just felt like spamming all those.
It's quite fun actually. hdsjm,qasnfc.sdwmhgwa,g.m,sbktjnh3wjnmk;g.
Okay im done (:
oh and jiayouus people for the upcoming tests ! ♥

Chocolate and Chips,
F♥