youbangedmyheart

Hello people.

Life sucks.

BUT. I've decided to be positive and smile. I'll try okay.

I'm reallyreally gonna try to stop myself from emomomo-ing alr.

Sometimes, when I emo, I can just keep quiet by myself and stare into space,

tearing. And when people ask me what's wrong, everything pours out.

I can't help it sometimes, and when people hug me, I cry more.

I feel really stupid and weak. I can't keep these stuffs within myself cus' everything will just come pouring out, and it all starts with thinking about all those stuffs and then I get sad and stare into space then a tear comes out and I explode.

I've been trying to smile, to be happy. But I guess, it doesn't really change things.

I'm still going to be sad inside, and everything's still going to stay there and bug me.

I HAVE GOT TO STOP BLAMING MYSELF FOR STUFF. D:

To make it worse, EOYs are coming. Freak life. :(

I get really distracted from studying these days, I keep thinking about things.

I wish things weren't the same, I wish I was that Fiona Koo last time, where everything was just HAPPY SMILEY RETARDED.

I guess, I've changed.

Btw, I thinking i'm PMSing. So yeah, maybe that's the main reason why I'm so freaking emo :( So, ignore me.

I'M GONNA SMILE AND TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I'M FINE :D

Currently preparing to mug for Geography the KILLER nowww.

Wish me Gluck for tmr's test yup!

My packed study table that I did! Look at the number of tests.

They're killing me ;(

From tomorrow :

Geog, Chinese):, ACC, HCL&EL Paper 1. LS D:

I'M GONNA SCORE HIGHHIGH FOR GEOG MANNS.

IN MY DREAMS. :) Hahah, HOPEFULLY I WILL LAH, FOR THIS TEST. :B

IT'S TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS BABY!

I WILL BE ON HIATUS FROM NOW TILL 15TH OCTOBER, WHICH IS THE LAST DAY OF EOYS!

I PROMISE THAT I WILL POST THEN. :D

15TH OCT IS 24 DAYS FROM NOW.

SO PLEASE WISH ME GLUCK IN TRYING TO DISTANCE MYSELF FROM THIS LAPPY. :)

GLUCK DEARIES!

Love,

Fionatheawesomesxzcelmo

Ps/ I heart WESTLIFE songs ttm! :B

I'MSTILLNOTOVERHIM. :(

And that sucks, I don't know what to do.
I jump up when he talks to me.
Sometimes, I come out with stupid reasons just to talk to him.
I love it when he pours out his woes to me, though sometimes it hurts to hear about how he's getting hurt ; and when he talks about the girl he likes.
I love the way he is, and I think he's awesome.
He always has a way of cheering me up.
He's very similar to me, and we click.
He's special.
He's easy and comfortable to talk to.
And I guess that shows that I like him.